for my best friends lincon, guddu and bala.

( from left - guddu, bala and lincon)

Friends I have three,    

They are always mind free.

We all are very cool,

Always making other fool,

Let me introduce you to them,

And you will be warmed,

First one is lincon,

And he is very handsome,

Second one is guddu,

And he is very dengu,

Third one is bala,

He is a bade dil wala,

We have  great time together,

We always argue with eachother,

I can never forget these three,

coz they are very close to me,

I still remember all the days,

 cricket khelne ke liye field dhundna,

Aur last mein lulu field mein aa ke khelna,

 na chahte hue bhi calss karna,

Aur college field mein exam ke time mein sab ke saamne cricket khelna,

 sham ko college ke stage mein cricket khelna,

Aur bahadur ka humko bhagana,

Mahanadi bridge ki thandi hawayein,

Aur usmein chalti sundar balayein,

Mere ghar pe yun adda jamana,

Aur jam ke masti karna,

Chenapod stall ki wo yaadein,

Meena bazaar ki wo lightein,

Wo lincon ka hamesh late mein aana,

Aaj ka promise kar ke kal ko aana,  ha ha ha ha,

Wo bala ko phone kar ke nikalne ko kehna,

Aur uska hero ban ke ghar se nikalna,

Wo guddu ka bilkul na badalna,  

Aur use dekh ke hum sab ka chaunk jana,

Kyun ki ham sab abhi tak physically change ho gaye,

Lekin Bhubaneswar, banglore and delhi use badal nai paye,( jaise ka waisa hi hai lamba and patla).

Hamara nayi jagah ko explore karna,

Aur chinchan dungri (small lonely hill ) ko jana

Hum logon ka yun sudden plan banana,

Aur mera thengo dam jane ke liye rona,

Aur sabka meri baat jabardasti manna, Ha ha ha ha.

Wo thengo ki raahein,

 Aur yaaron ki bikein,

Bike ka kharab ho jana raaste mein,

Aur wo sabko dar lagna andhere mein,

Bustand ka hamare fav gupchup wale se gupchup khana,

aur usko paise na dena,

wo hamare yahan ke chat ke taste se pareshan hona,

aur na chahte hue bhi usko khana,

sonepur ki tedhi medhi galiyan,

aur usmein chalti mast mst ldkiyan,

mera aur lincon ka kajal ko le ke jhagadna,

aur wo deepika ke piche sabka padna,

hum logon ka picnic ka pln banana ,

aur phir sab gadbad ho jana,

wo nadi ke andar jana,

aur nao mein pani andar aana,

hamara wo prty krna Mahanadi mein,

aur mutton pakte waqt cooker ka phat jana,

hum logon ka itna dur rehna,

aur dur reh ke bhi wo apnepan ke ehsas hona,

hum logon ka saal mein ek baar milna,

aur har khusi ko jee lena,

ye thi hamari ek choti si summary,

kuch aisa hai hamari yaari,

and at last I would love to say that. You three are the best  gift god had given me,

you are cool, handsome, pagal, simple, kindhearted, dilwale, in short you all are rocking, its pleasure being with you.

And I promise I will never let you part for you are always in my heart. Love u.

bhoot bangla

It is the house where I lived with my brother and other friends in balangir while persuing my diploma degree.  We were to move out to other place so we found this house. It was near the college chowk, and near the rajendra college.  And it was in a pretty good area I mean far from ladai jhagda. And here all types of comforts were there.

So when we enter the house it was like a bhoot bangla, it was very dark inside. It had a long verandah about 6 feet in width, and to its right there were two room and a kitchen, and at the end of the corridor to the right it was bathroom and the toilet. It was dark there and so we had switch on the lights and suddenly the electric ball fused, I shouted its ghost here, bhago yahan se. waise bhi ye bhoot bangla hi lag raha hai. And we enter the rooms, the rooms were quiet bigger. And was enough for six of us to live in. and the kitchen was also ok one. And when we enter the bathroom we were all shocked. There was no door in there as in it was all open and the toilet was also the same. There was only two tanks, we were like ye kya hai be, sab kuch thik hai par yahan aa ke ye kya gadbad hai be. But besides this problem we all liked the house and decided to live in there. And we also decided that whoever will go to the toilet he will sing so that we can know someone is there. Ajeeb thaw o sab bhi, jab bhi subah uthte the aur toilet jana hota tha to pehle to jao room check karo ki sab hain ya nahi , nahi to paas ja kar chillao ki bhai koi hai kya aur tabhi ja ke jate the .

And the atmosphere in there was so hot, I mean inside the house it was hot.  At summer it was ok we can easily tolerate that coz a tree was also there so its shadow was on our house and we were relived a bit. But in winter the atmosphere doesn’t change it still was hot in our rooms we used to switch on the fan and sleep in the winters, my friends when feel very cold they came to my place stay for a while and when they became normal they go. This house was perfect for all of us. We had a great time together there. I had my birthday party there and which was most memorable one. Actually I had not celebrated my bday on my actual date coz at that time my exams were going on. And so after the exams we had celebrated. And that day there was no power, so we had the party in the dark, and we have no candles also. So all the party went by the help of mobile torch. That was so amazing party everyone were so happy and of course the rain thing, it had rain heavily also. My friends went to home at 1 am at night.

So we were six people living in the house, me, my brother, bitun, sujit and rocky. At the first room my brother and rocky living and in my room bitun and sujit were. In my room there was television and we had cable connection also. And so yes we have kind of luxorius life there, we had a season of IPL there, we had enjoyed a lot. Each day was fun in its own way. Sujit and bitun’s quarrel, atish scholding to rocky, the love between bitun and rocky. Well we always have bitun and sujit fighting for silly reasons. Always talking about the girls of the college and even in the road if they see a girl they talk about her. They were crazy I tell you. Well no matter how much they fight with each other. At last at the end of the day they will sleep together.

We cook there, I mean we used to cook our own food. I and bitun were the one who knows how to cook. So we use too cook our lunch and dinner, our main item was to be bhaat, dal and baingan ka bharta or we had egg bhujia. And kabhi kabhi agar josh aa gaya to we used to have chicken in our menu. I and bitun really enjoyed cooking. Every party we had there bitun was the one to cook the chicken. But gradually this process went down, ladkon mein josh khatam ho gaya. It was being late for dinner al the time. And my brother cant tolerate this so first he quited and then all rocky and sujit and bitun. Arre yaar wo log khana khane ke baad apna thali tak nai dhote the, 5-6 din tak pada rehta tha thali sab, because of their negligence humne khana banana chod diya.

The surrounding was very nice. It was small road in front of our house like of 7-8 feet in width, we had houses everywhere. And in front of our house there was a hand pump, so we had no problem for water. And yes there were girls at every houses. To our left there were three girls, and in front of them two girls were there. and to our left one girl was there, I kinda like that girl, that girl was mad for me. She used to come to her gate and see me. But well we never had a connection, we never talk. And so it was over there. But my brother and all the boys had enjoyed our location. We had many memories attached to that house.

But when the time passes the boys split up, first rocky then sujit and then bitun.  I and my brother were left in our house and then nilu bhaiya came to live with us, with him also we had nice time. We had bike now. So the transport system was quite good now, my brother had also a bike there. We used to go to dhaba often. We love that place, that was perfect for all of us. But what can we do nothing was in our hand. and its been   more than three years now. all had completd their courses and were doing the jobs. My brother is doing apprentice in Rourkela, bitun is having a job in collector office, rocky is in Raipur doing his nursing job, nilu bhaiya in balangir itself and doing his MR job. Well everybody is in good condition now. So friends this was about our house the bhoot bangla.    

my houses at bolangir

when I was at Bolangir, for my diploma, there was not one where house which I was in, I had changed 3 times and I had 4 house to live in as paying guest. So now m going to tell you about the places where I was once lived.

So here’s the description of my first house. well it was at the shanti para, near a primary school. It was more like a chambers. I mean it had two floor the ground one was more like a house where the owner of that house lived and the one at the top was ours it was like 6 rooms there,so mine was 2^nd from the right. And there I, my brother and rocky were to live. My brother was already doing diploma and I and rocky were new. To we had only one big room there, there was no bathroom, at the end of the rooms we have little space where we used to bath and it was an open area.  We were visible from a long distance. Bathroom was not there it was being made. And the toilet was down at the garden side. And for six rooms we had only 3 toilets. and moreover a funfact mosquitos were like attacking us, when we go to toilet it was like feast for the mosquito, they were like covering our whole body and making love to us. God that was pathetic. Uppar se niche balti le kea ate time to sala jaan nikal jati thi yaar. That was a horrible experience. We had a great time there. We had enjoyed a lot. There was a boy named ashish he was from bihar, we had made fun. My brother and rocky used to scare some of the students there living next room to our’s. ohh man I can forget those days. But we didn’t live there for a long time. And we moved from there on November.

And this time we got a house near college chowk, the house was really close to rajendra college.  This house was at some tough places. Like we had problem getting there. So the house was looking great from outside. A small church was also der 50 meters away. That was a nice surrounding around us. So when we enter the house it was like a horror movie set, like a bhoot ka bangla. It had a long verandah and to its right we had two room and a kitchen. Even in day time it was very dark in there, it was scary house I tell you. And when we switch on the lights the ball fused, two balls get fused, then we all said it’s a haunted house, there is ghost in here, let get out of here. Ha ha ha ha ha. And the most interesting thing about our bathroom, yes, we don’t have doors for our bathroom and toilet, and that was so scary also we had two tanks in there one for bathroom and one for the toilet. Ab hum log kaise wahan pe 6 mahine bitaye hain ya hum hi jante hain. And there we were five people living. Me, my brother, bitun, sujit and rocky. And later when rocky, sujit n bitun moved on nilu bhaiya came to live with us. We had great time there, made fun had parties. There was a girl on the neighbourhod who use to see me when I came out of my house. These stories will be on another blog. And then we had an issue with the owner and we had to leave that place. And we moved out from there on march I think.

Then we, means, I and my bro moved in to a house at shantipara again, this time it was a chamber again, we had a small room. And a common toilet, and the main thing I hated that toilet very much that was so messed up. Yuck. But there we got some new friends also. Bikas, jeetu(fardeen). We had enjoyed a lot there also. We had very small place to keep our cycles. Often we used to shout also that whose cycle is this take it or I am gonna through it out. And about the eating thing we had our lovely hotel(           ) whose name I had forgotten jab naam yaad aayega to us bracket mein likh dunga. Its not like I love that hotel but I had to eat there it was my majboori samajh lo. The food was third class, all I was eating is bhaat dal and baingan ka bharta, or sometimes small fish, or chicken. And that was too not so tastey. Well we didn’t have too much of fun there because the room was very small and my friends didn’t fit in there, coz I had a bunch of my friends, but still we had this gupchup party there. Again this story will be on next blog. And then again I had to move out from there coz my brother’s had completed his three years diploma. And from there I moved in to madan’s place. Bikas was very upset that I was leaving that place he insisted me to live with him, he also said that he will  clean the toilet and make it chaka chak. But I was not mentally prepared to live there. And so I moved on.

Ans this was may I think . there we had two rooms and a outer room for our cycle. That house was good but it was at the end. So we had threat of thief and like that. So we were six people living there. I, madan, manash, rocky, bhagwan and bitu. And here we had a blast. We had have all type of fun here. We had birthday parties, gupchup parties, only parties parties and parties. Now this place was bigger than the old one so all my friends came to my place and hangout here. we were enjoying a lot. And also we had ajeeb namunee with us, starting from bitu he was a cool boy but he was never with us all the time. He is 5 days with us and gone for 20 days, we get used to his absence. And bhagwan a simple sweet and calm personality.but at the same time lazy also. And rocky he is totally crazy, he is a friend of my brother, and we had manash he was also kind of bitu type one day with us and another 5 days gone. And left madan and I, we were also not so perfect yaar, we used to have coffee at 2 am in the morning. We used to wake up our friends from another room mean call them and have coffee and we had this party til I ws there or till I got affected with this disease.but nevertheless I had great fun living with those kaminas, we had named  our mess shining star mess. And also we had this on our Bluetooth which I still had. @ahining star. Well theres more stories about this 

place also. Will write  it on another blog.

So friends this was something about my places where I had live. And I miss the last one very much.

brij,back to job

Its about my friend brij, who left his job and again had joined it. So I have my two friends in berhampur, here in Orissa, they are working in an insurance company, like a part time. And I am in contact with them by internet and  by phone. I use to call bablu and I use to talk with brij in facebook.

brij and bablu

So here’s the story, few days before, when I called bablu, as usual we were talking and in between he told me today brij and their branch manager had a argument aur un dono mein bahut discussion hua aur brij job chod ke aa gaya. I was  shocked. “ what wo job chod ke aa gaya, par kyun ? ”

“ wo gusse mein tha aur kya ”

“ hmm ok ok, brij hai to de to ”

“  haan alok, kaisa hai ? ”

“ main to thik hun lekin ye kya sun raha hun main be, tu job chod diya ? ”

“ haan be wo aaj hamari manager ke saath jhagada ho gaya mera. ”

“ par hua kya be ? ”

“  mera koi galti nai tha be main to bas apna customer ko le ke a raha tha ki tabhi wo aa gayi aur chillane lagi, mujhe apna kam karne nai de rahi thi, to mujhe bhi gussa aa gaya aur use suna diya aur job chod diya maine.  ”

“ ohh ok chal koi baat nai yaar.”

Then isi tarah do din chale gaye, brij had made up his mind to quit job. Then on evening I called bablu.

“ good evening ”

“ good evening ”

“  aur kaisa hai ”

“ haan thik thak hi hun yaar, tu bata “

“ sab thik hai yaar, abhi to office se aa ke dinner kiye aur abhi thoda rest kar rahe hain ”

“ ok, arre yaar brij chala gaya achha nai laga re. ”

“ arre aaj brij ka jana cancel ho gaya re ”

“ kaise ? ”

“ arre usko uski manager call kit hi aur wapis bulayi hai job ke liye ”

“ kya bat kar raha hai be sachhi kya ?? ”

“ haan re wo actually puri story sun, aaj brij bahut khus hai, use itni khusi bardast nai ho rahi hai  ha ha ha ha ha. To hum log bus stand gaye the, brij ko chodne ke liye, brij uske sab doston se mil kea a gaya tha. Aur usko sab ladki log phone kar rahe ki aur mana rahe the ki mat ja kar ke, lekin brij to jane ke mood mein hi tha. Ticket bhi kara liya tha bas bus ko chutne mein aur 15 minute tha ki uske manager ka phone aaya aur wo boli ki kya brij itni choti si baat ke liye tum job chod rahe ho, wapas aa jao. To brij khus ho gaya ki uski manager bhi use wapas bula rahi hai aur saari ladkiyan bhi use jane se mana kar rahi hai to wo bhuta khua hua pata hai aur sala aise hi jane wala tha wapas, matlab wo ticket hai na usko jane de bol raha tha, to main jabardasti wo ticket ko lautaya aura aye ghr, to aaj brij bahut khus hain, ladkiyan aur madam ne jo wapas bula liya ab brij unko chod ke kaise wapas ja sakta hai bata,   ha ha ha ha ha ha ”

“  sala kamina brij, ladki log bulaye to ruk gaya sla agar hum bulate to rukta kya  ha ha ha ha. Chalo achha hua yaar wo ruk gaya jo, mujhe bhi bahut achha laga ye baat sun ke.”

So this is how my friend got fired and again he join the job.

funny incident

This is a very tiny story of mine. But at the same time its funny and interesting also. It was just a week before. The day was lovely and I woke up a bit late, got freshen up and was sitting in front of my computer and surfing the net, chatting with friends. And then after sometime my brother came to my room. We were talking about something and then he asked me to give the keyboard to him coz he wanted to play game. And I handed over to him. And he started playing WWE. I told him to play the NFS car race but he told that he like WWE more than the car race. After a game when my brother won, I asked him to give me the key board I wanna play game.  Then he gave it to me  had taken  the UNDERTAKER. And the game begins, well I was not aquinted with the keys and so I was having trouble playing the game. My undertaker was not punching and kicking properly to his opponent and in this situation we all get excited right ? and so do i. the game was not in my hand now my player was loosing and I was trying hard to give the opponent a kick or punch and at that very time I got angry and ask undertaker to give him a kick and then suddenly my right leg moved very fast like giving a kick, and I fell a very high pain on my leg. At that very moment I left the keyboard and told my bro that I m not gonna play this game anymore. My father was also there both of them told me kya bachhon jaise khelta hai, agar wahan pe nai ho raha hai to haath pair chalata hai. But what can I do yaar my brain was out of control and I was in pain now. So silly me.  Ha ha ha ha ha aisa bhi koi karta hai yaar, game khelte rahega aur laat marega  ha ha ha ha ha. So funy yaar. So this was the story.

aids patient

Well that was a very normal day as usual. I woke up and had my breakfast. And was doing some work on my computer. Ohhh you must be shocked ki ye sala computer pe kya kaam kar raha tha. Arre yaar I was  on facebook, and checking my mail. Ha ha ha ha. Ok now on topic.  It was about 10 am when I saw a women with his 6 - 7 year old son. she was good looking gauti type women, she was thin and she was small in height also. And her boy was cute one. I was alone at home, she came to my house and knocked  the door. I asked who is dis ?? then she had open the door ad inquired about my father. I told her that he is not at home he will be back soon, you can wait for him or you may go and checkout in the campus you can find him there. And they were gone.

Then after sometime my father came home, I told him that some lady was looking for him. Then he told me yes he had met that lady already. I asked him whats the matter then he told me that, that lady had aids and her boy too. And she had come here to take her monthly allowance which govt had declared.

And then I was like what ?? I was shocked. That was the first time when I saw any aids patient. I felt very bad for the lady and her son. I mean the boy was so small and the lady was so young. It was very bad feeling for me, thinking about them that they are suffering from such syndrome. We all always use to hate those kind of people. We treat them very badly. We use bad words to them, and more often we ignore them as if they are not humans.

But what I realize and saw was they are also human, and they have also the same right to live as we have. Why cant we accept them into our society. And also these disease is not contagious, that means this disease will not transmit from the infected person to other person my touching, hugging or even kissing them. In fact we must take good care of that person suffering from this disease. And we also have some mis conception about hiv and aids, these two are totally very different from eachother.

We all must know how it spread so that we can be aware of this disease.

So HIV spread only by four reasons and they are :-

1-    Unprotected sexual intercourse with infected person (either heterosexual or homosexual)

2-    Transfusion of infected blood or blood products

3-    Infected mother to her baby during pregnancy, birth process and through breast – feeding

4-    Use of infected needles and instruments without sterilization or sharing of needles and syringes by HIV drug addicts

And we should also know how HIV is not transmitted

1-    Embarrassing or kissing (social)

2-    Touching hand shaking or hugging

3-   Sharing bathroom or toilet

4-    Coughing, saliva or sneezing

5-    Eating together or sharing utensils

6-      Swimming pools

7-    Sharing clothes

8-    Mosquito bite, Insect bite or houseflies

9-    Patient caring.

One more information :-  Infected person’s blood, semen, vaginal fluid are rich in HIV. However tears, saliva, sweat or urine do not pose any danger ?

What is the difference between HIV and AIDS ?

HIV-positive :- Being HIV-positive simply means that you have tested positive for being infected with the virus known as HIV (Human Immunodeficiency Virus).

AIDS :- Having AIDS (Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndrome) means that you are HIV-positive AND that the progressive damage done to your immune system (usually over many years) has weakened it to a point at which you can no longer fight off a range of defined opportunistic infections (unless you receive treatment to support and restore some of your immune function).

so friends this was my encounter with an aids patient. I am awaring you all to be out of this disease. And it might feel awkward but have safe sex always, use condoms. And please read this to know something about aids and hiv. Have some knowledge about this disease.

cycle accident

This had happened when I was in grade 3 or 4, I don’t remember exactly. My dad had bought me a new hero cycle. And I was very happy that I was riding the cycle. I was enjoying riding the cycle. I was very happy.

One day at afternoon, like 3 or 4 pm. I came to my cycle. Nobody was at home, I was alone, my brother had gone to play cricket. He was playing nearby. So I don’t what happened to me, I came to my cycle and started playing with it. It was locked. And I was playing its paddle, and I was rotating it in reverse direction. And due to this the chain was making a soft noise which I was liking it very much. So I started rotating it in higher speed. I was holding the paddle and rotating it in high speed, and I was enjoying it a lot, suddenly my hand slipped out of paddle and goes to the chain and that chain took my hand to the big pulley and there my fore finger was stuck, and all this happened in a second. I was like what’s this.(ye kya hua be ? ). And then I try to pull my finger from that pulley but I can’t. i was trying my best to get my finger out of that place but It was stuck hard. I had tried hard but I cudnt. Then a khufia dimag came into my mind and I thaught ki agar main is chain ko aise hi ghuma dun to mera haath nikal sakta hai. And when I rotate he chain my finer goes more in to the pulley and the chain became tight. And when I tried to pull back the chain it didn’t happened. With the tightening of the chain my finger started to pain, and started to cry.

When I know at last that there is no way out, except to open the key and reverse the pulley. I starting crying, I started shouting. I was calling my brother. I was shouting shouting and shouting and crying also. My brother was far away from me, but still I was calling him loudly that if he could hear me he can came and release me from this trap. But he was not listening to me. I was crying and shouting. And then my neighbor aunty heard me crying and came to me. What happened to u alok, she asked to me, I asked her to bring the key of the cycle. And she opened the lock and I got free from that trap of chain. I was relaxed. But I had a wound on my finger. I thanked that aunty. I can never forget this incident.   

kabhi kabhi mere dil mein khayal aata hai

Kabhi kabhi mere dil mein khayal aata hai ki ye sala ho kya raha hai mere life mein be. Pehle to kitni smooth chal rahi thi meri life ki gadi. Sab kuch kitna achha chal raha tha. Kitna masti karta tha apne doston ke saath, wo college se bhag aana ghar ko, wo classes ka mass bunk karna, aur wapas aate hi movie dekhne jana, wo railway station ki taji hawa, wo daily market ki garma garam jalebi, aur wo rajendra park mein bitaye hue hasin pal,wo boating club ki mastiyan, wo college chowk ki galiyan, aur wapas sonepur aa ke wo pokhal bhaat ka maja lena, aur apne purane yaaron se milna, wo 30 km dur ja ke thengo dam pe time pass karna, wo Mahanadi ke bridge ke upar hamari  aapu chaapu discussion.

Aur phir pata nai kahan se achanak ye pain aa gaya meri jindagi mein, ab kuch bhi pehle ki tarah nai raha sab badal gaya tha,ab to har waqt bed pe hi pada rehta hun main, bahut pain hota rehta hai, ab bas pc ke saamne hi leta rehta hun main, sab doston se shirf facebook ye phone se hi contact mein hun. Bahut bura lagta hai.

Kya din the yaar college ke, kitna masti kiya karte the, teachers logon ko pareshan karna, wo class mein ghuste hi bolna ki sir aaj achha nai lag raha hai aaj nai padhte hum, wo madam ka class ke andar aate hi sabko ek saath pyas lagna aur pura class bahar chala jata tha, aur wo ek psycho ka bar bar mujhe palat ke pagalon ki tarah dekhna, itna dimag ka dahi karti thi na wo ki pucho mat, sala idhar ye piche padi hui thi aur upar se mujhe kisi aur se pyar hai, jo ki mujhse pyar nai karti. meri life bhi kamal hai yaar, itni saari ladkiyan line de rahin hain mujhe aur main sala gadha pagal pata nai kyun usi ladki se pyar karta hun. Koi aur dikhta hi nai hai mujhe.

Yaar abhi life mein sab bahut ulta chal raha hai, abhi tak mujhe job bhi kar lena chahiye tha, lekin sala ye pain picha hi nai chodta. Ghar mein bhi sab kitna pareshan hain ki main kab thik hounga, koi bhi puchta hai kit u kab thik hoga to main bolta hun ki jaldi thik ho jaunga yaar, par sala ye do saal se main aise hi bol raha hun par kuch ho nai raha hai mere saath, jab bhi main khus hota hun ki haan chalo yaar ab thoda pain kam gaya hai aur ab jaldi hi thik ho jaunga, to ye pain ko bhi kahan se ek mauka mil jata hai phir se mere pe kabu karne ka, aur meri halat phir jaisi ki waisi.

Well ab kuch bhi ho yaar mere paas wait karne ke alawa aur koi option nai hai, so m gonna wait till I get 100% fit and then dekhte hain ki kya hota hai, hope to hai ki jaldi thik ho jaunga and will rock the world.

To doston yahi hota hai jab kabhi kabhi mere dil mein khayal aata hai.

i wanted to be dead

Yes I wanted to be dead at that time. At that very time when I was feeling the pain at its peak. I was so helpless. I was not able to move also. The pain was every where, on my both shoulders, my back, my waists, my thighs and on my ankle joints. I was feeling like I am in hell. This was just 10 days ago. When the pain suddenly occur to my body. I was not even doing anything as usual like watching movies on my pc, and internet and facebook, nothing. My mind was not stable. All I was concentrating at my pain. How will it reduce. I was not feeling hungry also, ab sala itna pain se hi mera pet bhar gaya tha to aur bhuk kya lagta. It was very hard for me to move. I was like a dead body. The tears were coming out of my eyes aur sala meri bebasi to dekho main unhe ponch bhi nai sakta tha as my shoulders were in pain, to main bas apne head to pillow se sata kar asun ponchta tha. The pain was so much that I was not able to even stand on my feet also. And then one day I was not able to bear the pain and I broke into tears, and cried infront of my parents. I was feeling very bad ki main apne parents ke saamne ro raha hun but I couldn’t help myself at that time. Bahut jor se roya, mere parents ne kaha ki dnt worry beta u will be alright. Kitna pain denge tujhe god, sab sath mein mil ke jhelenge (my god yaar, ye likhte time bhi aankh se aasun nikal aate hain ). Itna pain hota tha ki khane ka mann bhi nai karta tha, bhuk lagne se bhi ye pain ke wajah se kha nai pata tha. Jab ye sab 5 din se upar ho gaya to maine socha ki kash yaar mar jata to kitna achha hota in sab pain se to mukti milti. This was not the first time when I thaught for being dead. Isse pehle bhi bahut baas aisa socha hai maine.

But then, maine socha ki yaar jo ho raha hai achha hi ho raha hai, hone do, aakhir kitne din tak chalega ye sab ek na ek din to khatam hoga hi na.aur waise bhi maine yahin pe hell dekh liya hai, phir ab to marne ke baad to mera heaven mein jagah pakki hai yaar, ha ha ha ha ha. Aur phir kahin koi khubsurat si, simple si ladki hai jisse main pyar karta hun, agar main chala gaya to use kaun pyar karega yaar. waise usse pyar karne wale bahut milenge, par mujh jaisa use koi nai milega. Aur phir mere dost log bhi to hain, unko kaun pareshan karega yaar.

So yes, i am happy with my life and my condition. Mujhe god se koi bhi shikwa nai hai ki yaar ye mujhe kya ho gaya, kyun hua, ek main hi mila tha kya, nothing. Bas I am enjoying my life in my own way. I LOVE MY LIFE YAAR. and i pray ki meri tarah kisi ki bhi aisi halat na ho, mere dushman ki bhi nai, coz mere dushman to sale waise bhi mar hi jayenge, ha ha ha ha ha. its very painful yaar, aur main nai chahta ki main jo experience kiya hai wo koi aur kare. so friends be happy, keep smiling and stay fit.

i broke up again

It was 14th of April, that means the day before yesterday. From 7 to 8 days the pain had started again in my body, my two feet and waist and shoulder were in pain. I was not able to walk from last two days. I was in great pain was not able to move properly also. I was feeling ok, the energy was in me but due to this unlimited pain I was not feeling comfortable. that whole day I was in bed only. It was Saturday evening, I tried to go to other room to see some tv programs I like, but when I tried to stand I couldn’t. I had feel enoromous pain in my leg, I was not able to stand also, all I was feeling pain in my both the feet. Then I decided to remain in my bed.

At around 10:30 pm my father asked me to have dinner. I told him that I m going to toilet and then I will have dinner. And from here my bad time started. Somehow I manage to stand, but was not able to move my leg because in my left leg near my knee I was feeling current type pain, and I my right thigh I was feeling tearing like pain. And due to this I was not able to move my leg forward. But anyhow I had gone to toilet at very difficulty. And when I was returning, the pain had increased at its best level. My leg was trembling and also I was feeling the pain die hardly. At that moment I felt that I can’t make it to my bed. Then also I was trying and the sweating had already started, the sweat was falling from my face to the ground. I was very much in sweat. sweat was coming out of me like water. When I felt that I can’t  make it I asked my father to give me support and I asked his hand, I hold his hand and started walking very slowly, the pain was killing me, I was breathing very highly, and on the other hand I was feeling current in my left leg for which I was about to fall, but because of my father’s support I was safe. I was standing in a place for sometimes, making strength and then was going forward, ek step aage rakhte hi left leg mein current type ka marta tha jisse aur bhi pain badh jata tha aur, dil ki dhadkan tej ho gayi thi, aur pain asahaniya ho gaya tha, phir aage step dalne mein bhi darr lagta tha. I was about to cry. Main haath dhone ke liye basin ki taraf ja raha tha to pitaji ne mana kar diya ki tujhe itna pain ho raha hai to rehne de, aur nai ab chal bed ki aur, then I had to turn around, but because of my pain it was very difficult for me to turn around, the pain was in its height, and when I turn around I had feel that much of pain which was out of my control and I can’t stop my tears and I broke down into tears, I cried, I cried loudly, jor jor se rone laga. My father asked me not to cry, but I can’t stop my tears and was crying and crying. He told me ki kuch nai hoga beta dnt worry, kitna pain dega tujhe god, sab seh lenge hum. But I was not able to stop at that time.

My father came to me I put my head on his shoulder and cried a lot. He was telling me to be strong, and I was trying to be strong also, but yaar agar pain hi itna ho raha hai ki aap seh na sako, aur aapke dono leg aapka saath na de rahe ho chalne mein pain ki wajah se, so I feel very bad for me ki main itna bhi nai kar pa raha hun, main bahut lachar tha tab, mujhe apni lachari pe hi rona aa raha tha ki meri halat ab ye ho gayi hai ki main ab chal bhi nai pa raha hun.  Aur phir jo roya hun main, bahut roya hun us din aur bahut der tak roya hun. Jahan tak mujhe pata hai maine aaj tak itna kabhi bhi nai roya tha. Us din maine pehli baar apne aap ko rote hue mehsus kiya,aur khud ki awaz ko suna rote hue, kitna bebas ho gaya tha main ki mujhe last mein rona pada apni is halat ke wajah se. phir kuch der ke baad main shant hua, mera rona kam hua lekin aankhone se aasun nikalna band hi nai ho rahe the. Phir maine pitaji ka haath pakda aur dheere dheere wapas aaya apne bed pe. Aur thoda rest kiya. To kuch der ke baad mujhe achha feel hua jitna pain ho raha tha ab usse thoda kam tha, but pain ho raha tha.

But kuch bhi ho yaar, I thanked god ki main sahi salamat hun, pain hai to kya hua, kabhi na kabhi to chutega hi na. aur marna to chahta hi nai hun main abhi chahe jitna bhi pain ho, arre pagal hai kya yaar, abhi tak kisi ko I love u tak nai bola hai yaar maine, main itni jaldi marne wala nai hun. Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha.

mauser gun

This was when I was in 7^th grade. And we were at Rourkela. We were new to that place, mom had just got transferred to that place. We had got new friends some big and some small from us in age. And those days we had craze for video games really, Mario, contra, bike race these games drive me and my bro crazy. And one day when we were at market we saw a gun. And that was a MAUSER GUN. Me and my bro were very excited to see that gun, and we had bought that also. We had only seen that type of gun in movies, and now its in our hand. Of course it was a toy yaar, ab hum 7^th grade mein thodi na asli wala le ke ghumenge, agar aisa hota to jo hamein pasand nai aata use hi sabse pehle uda dete  ha ha  ha ha ha ha. So we came home and started using that gun we had  got a packet of bullets, the plastic one, it’s the round shaped, small sized. So we were playing aiming  aiming, we used to place a can or our compass box or a bottle and we used to aim there. And we had a lots of fun doing that. Then we came out side and started aiming on other subjects. We were enjoying the mauser gun thing.

Then one day a small boy came to us, and we were playing together, he was in….. I think in 4^th grade. So we brought the gun, and we were playing with it, aiming at something. And suddenly pata nai kya ghusa mere dimag mein. I take that gun aur us ladke ko dikhaya ki look this is a gun aur ye hamara hai. From this we became police and  you became thief coz you don’t have one. So I m going to fire at you. And I pointed that gun towards him. We were enjoying this chor police thing. And I had unlock the lock, and then take out the magazine. But mujh gadhe ko kahan pata tha ki agar main gun ko unlock karta hun to ek goli apne aap load ho jati hai. I was not aware of this thing and I had pointed that gun towards his face. And suddenly to show him, I pull the trigger, and  BANG  I shot him. The bullet goes below his right eye making a deep  red mark. And suddenly we were silent ki kya hogaya yaar. That was also didn’t know ki kya hua achanak se. and when he realized that use lagi hai aankh ke niche to he was about to cry, aur idhar meri phati padi thi ki OH MY GOD ye kya kar diya maine yaar. Meri kuch samajh nai aa rahi thi. If this boye goes to his house and tell his parents ki alok ne aisa kiya hai then they will come running and they will tell my parents and then my halat would like de dana dan, mere parents specially my father mujhe bahut marte. Aur idhar ye ladka rona bhi start kar diya tha, to maine use mana kiya ki arre yaar kyun ro raha hai, ye to kuch bhi nai hai yaar, aur use thoda hasane ki koshish ki, lekin wo has hi nai raha tha to maine wo gun hi usko pakda di aur use khelne ko kaha, use kaha kit u police hai aur main chor, cha lab tu mujhpe firing kar aur main bhagta hun, to wo maan gaya aur khelne ke chakkar mein wo us golike pain ko bhi bhul gaya, hum kuch der tak khele aise hi aur phir jab wo jane laga to maine use kaha ki bhai ghar mein mat bolna ki ye tere aankh me maine mara hai ok, bol dena ki khel raha tha aur jab gir gaya to patthar lag gaya, thik hai na, to he agreed and went.

To isi tarah se doston I got rid of my parents terror. Aur god ko bhi thanks bola ki usko jyada nai lagi thi. Aur haan ab thoda sa gyan bhi mil gaya tha ki jab bhi majak karna ho to pehle magazine ko nikal lena chahiye aur phir jo karna hai karna. Yaar bahut badi musibat se bach gaya tha main us din.

electronics teacher

Here is a story about my pretty electronics teacher, this was when I was new to my diploma college.  And at that time we were eager to move around the premises, and look around. And so suddenly I saw this teacher. And what happened is follows…

Well there nothing had happened so curious between me and the teacher, but it was funny for sure. So I first saw this electronics teacher, when I was standing in front of our electrical lab, ohh by the way I m electrical student, so from the first site I was like wooooow, my god, I fell for her, ha ha  ha ha ha, I can use that word. And then I inquired to my friends about her, she was going to upstairs and I was at the ground floor, I asked ” 

who is this creature ?”

“ she is one of the faculty, she is our madam,” One of my friend told.

“ye madam hai ya maal ” (sorry for the word), this comes out from my mouth.

And maam was stepping upwards and unfortunately I said those words a little bit louder so she look back to me, and I was like silent and just watching her, she also stared at me and goes up.

And I was like my god is she’s a faculty here, she is so beautiful yaar. And there my friends started to tease me that, wow man if someone new comes to a college for a girl for his class or other class and u are hitting on a faculty.

    And then I came to know that that maam was of electronics branch, and she is not taking our class, I was a bit sad, but that was not my problem we had got our electronics lab class and there I was used to see that teacher. Or at any moment I was able to see that teacher like on the canteen side or on stairs or on corridors or at bike stand. And when I watch the teacher I gave her a slight smile and in return of that she used to stare at me, I used to see her till my neck turn toward my back, ha ha ha ha.

The days goes on, we had our sir taking the electronics class, one day he send the teacher to our class for a particular topic. Well I don’t remember that topic. And from that day she used to take two classes of ours every week, and from the next class I was on the first bench specially for her, to see her from more close, ha ha ha ha ha. But usually I was a 2^nd bencher. And from then onwards when teacher came to our class everybody tease me, well yes all boys and girls knows that I kind of like her. When she would be in corridor, boys were to start shouting in the class that “ ae sab chalo andar bhabhi aa gayi, abhi abhabhi ka class hai” ha ha ha ha ha ha. And I used to tell them “ abe bhabhi nai be, bas I like her and nothing else”. Well I use to sit in the front row to see her and yes I had answered some of her question also. To impress her u know  ha ha ha ha ha.

And then suddenly she left the college, well I don’t know the real reason. But I wish where ever she is now she will be happy.  And now you will ask me what was her name right ?? mmmmm to be honest I really don’t know her name, kabhi chance hi nai mila unse puchne ka. So that’s it. 

MEETING PEPSI

That was our reunion day, when we all friends were to meet at balangir at my old mess. So I and bablu went early from sonepur. We reached there and taken rest and our friends were also coming from their places. We were having a great party and most of all I was meeting them after almost one year. I was so happy. And in between this I had also a plan to meet pepsi n roja.

So after doing some work, I was on bed lying and thinking about that day program. But soon I came to know that none of my plan will work. Because in our college function was there. And so I can’t bring my mark sheet and the doctor I was to meet, was also not there. Then I had called to pepsi’s landline number.  The phone was ringing and ringing and ringing, I tried once, twice thrice. And then I text to femina, her cousion. I asked her number, and inquired if she will be at home or not. Femi told me, she don’t know, coz pepsi’s exam were going on, and she gave me her number. And then I tried her number, princy received it. I ask her where is pepsi she gave it to pepsi and I told her that m at balangir and after sometime I will visit you, she said ok. I had promised pepsi and roja that whenever I will go to balangir I will meet them. They are my two cutie sisters. But unfortunately that day I cant meet roja coz she was in our college involve in many activities.

After sometime I asked bablu to come with me. And we had gone to pepsi’s house. We reached there, then uncle came out, I asked him if pepsi is at home or not. He showed me the way where pepsi is. Then pepsi also came out.

“ hi bhaiya” she said.

“ hello dear” was my reply.

“ how r u ?”

 “ m fine bhaiya, aap kaise ho ?”

“as always fine yaar” and we came in.

“aur bhaiya pehle se jyada fit lag rahe ho aur patle bhi ho gaye ho aap to”

“ oh thank you dear, haan thoda sa patla ho gaya hun, aur ye motapa hi to mera dushman hai yaar, koi ladki nai pategi isse  ha ha ha  ha ha ha ha”

“ ha ha ha  ha kya bhaiya aap bhi, milengi milengi dnt worry. Aur aapko mera number kaise mila ? ”

“ arre maine femina ko msg kiya tha to usne tera number diya mujhe”

“ ohh femina ne diya hai ??, aapne kitni baar try kiya landline mein ? ”

“ arre puch mat yaar, bahut baar try kiya, idhar ring ho raha hai aur koi utha hi nai raha hai to I was like ye kya ho raha hai ”

“ haan wo ye phone kharab ho gaya hai na islie false ring ho raha tha ”

“ hmm aur tere present number to mere paas hai nai ”

“ haan wo number sab bhi na bahut jaldi fail jata hai na to main kisi ko apna number nai deti hun”

“ hmm good”

“waise aapka number bhi main nai uthati, wo princy thi kar ke utha li ”

“ohh ok dear, koi baat nai, jara thik se number use karna aur dena, nai to bahut problem ho jati hai phir baad mein ”

“ haan wo to hai………………. Aur bhaiya Pauline se mile kya ?”

“ arre nai yaar, aaj college ka function chal raha hai na to wo to function mein busy bhi hogi na”

“ ohh haan usne mujhe subah phone kiya tha……. Aap function dekhne nai gaye ?”

“ nai yaar ab aisi halat mein jaunga kya ? waise bhi mera kaam to banega nai, main yahan apna mark sheet lene aaya hun, par ab wo nai milega ”

“ ohh ok”

“ aur tera exam chal raha hai na, aaj nai hai kya ?”

“ aaj nai bhaiya kal hai”

“ to kaisa jar aha hai exam sab, mast na ?”

“haan bas aise hi bhaiya”

“ arre dnt worry yaar achha jayega sab,tu bas aaram se padh, kaun kaun se subject liye hai tune”

Arre bhul gaya yaar kaun kaun se subject the uske, ek min ek min…………….

“ hist, plo.scinece, logic, english” shayad yahi sab the.

“ hmmm ok to thik se padhna dear, aur jyada tension mat lena ok”

“ ok bhaiya”

“ aur wo kahan hai ?”

“ kaun ?”

“nancy yaar aur kaun”

“ ohh school gayi hai”

“ no yaar, aaj bhi nai mil paunga usko, not fair, kitni muskil se to aaya hun use milne lekin aise hi ja raha hun.”

“ ab kya karein bhaiya aapke kismet mein hi nai hai, next time mil lena jab sab honge roja, femina sab”

“ hmm ok ok”

“ aur apko yaad hai na ?”

“ kya yaad hai ??”

“ ha  ha ha ha ha treat bhaiya”

“ ohhh  ha ha ha ha ha haan dear sab yaad hai pehle main thik hoke aata hun uske baad jitna treat lena hai le lena mujhse”

“ok bhaiya”

“ok den dear main chalta hun, mera main motive to pura hi nai hua yaar ”

“ kya matlab bhaiya ?”

“ arre nancy se to mila nai, bol dena use ki main aaya tha”

“ ab bhaiya wo to aapko janti tak nai hai, usko bolne se bhi bolegi ki kaun alok bhaiya ?”

“ haan ye bhi sahi kaha tune yaar, chal koi baat nai main chalta hun ok, byeeeeee”

Well that was a nice meeting with pepsi. Uske saath baat kar ke bahut achha laga. God bless u my dear, always keep smiling. Love u.

reunion of F.O.L.A group

It was 13^th of march. And today we had a party at balangir with our friends. I woke up early at 5:0am. And get ready. And I asked my mom to wake up bablu. He was with me. And when we get ready, my father asked me ki kaise jaoge, I told him we will go by bike, then he told ki bike se jaoge yaw o maruti van ko bula dun. I refuse him for tha, but he insisted again and again. Then bablu told that no uncle its ok we will go by bike.  Father told ki Yamaha ka bike puncher hua hai aur cbz ka handle tight hai. I told ki its ok we will take the splendor. And phir  we both started our journey to balangir when it was 7am.

So when we were in the road it was pretty cold. We both were feeling a bit cold, so we were going a bit slow, and our discussion had started. He told me about his feelings towards a girl, how he feel about her and his opinion towards her.  He told his whole story. And I had also shared something to him about my condition and how I was feeling being only lying on the bed. To aise hi baat  karte karte hum log ja rahe the. Then I call manas but he didn’t reply, he didn’t receive my call. Phir dev  ne call kiya tha mujhe ki aa rahe ho nai. To I said ki nikal chuke hain hum, to wo bhi nikal chuka tha. Wo bole ki wo 11 baje tak pahunch jayega. Phir kya hum dono chal pade the apne manjil ki taraf dheere dhere aur manas to yaar pata nai kya kar raha tha jo mera call receive hi nai kar raha tha. Aur phir hum dono ne thoda rest karne ka faisla kiya to ek jagah mein hum ruke aur thoda rest kiya, phir hum chal diye. Then atlast manas ne mujhe call kiya aur maine use ready hone ko kaha. Phir hum log jaldi hi malamunda tak pahunch gaye, jo ki manas ka chowk tha, matlab uska junction jagah tha, phir humne usko call kiya to usne bulaya hamein phir hum gaye uske ghar, nasta bhi kiya. Aur phir hum teeno nikal pade. Aur haan normally sonepur se balangir 1 ghante lagta hai but humko 2ghanta laga shirf manas ke yahan aane mein, aur phir wahan se balangir aur 10 km tha, pitaji ka bhi phone aaya tha jab hum manas ke yahan pe the,unhone puch ki pahunche ki nai to maine bol diya ki haan haan pahunch gaye hain aura b hamare quarter mein hain sab. Pitaji bole ki itna late laga to main bole ki haan wo thoda dheere dheere aaye hum. Phir main bola bablu n manas se ki yaar chalo jaldi chalet hain waise v ek to itna ate ho gaya hai aur upar se pitaji ko jhut bhi bolna pad raha hai ki pahunch gaye kar ke.

Phir hum teeno mere splendor pe baith ke nikal gaye wahan se. aur hum dheere dheere ja rahe the. Phir jab hum phatak tak pahunche to maine mamu ko call kiya ki jaldi se niklo jayenge hum. To manas and bablu has diye ki abe kaise le jayega usko. Lekin phir bhi maine mamu ko bulaya.aur humne decide kiya ki hum log main raste se nai jayenge nai to traffic pe police se pakde jane ka khatra bhi tha, to hum logon ne decide kiya ki hum ghum phir ke jayenge, waise bhi late to ho hi chuka hai. To koi fark nai padta hai. To hum jab mamu ke ghar ke raste par pahunche to mamu aa raha tha, phir unse milne kar thoda baat kiya humne phir maine mamu ko bola kit um abhi yahin pe raho matlab ghar mein raho aur hum jate hain phir manas tumko lene ke liya aayega. To he said ok. Phir hum log sab pura town ghum ke womens college ki taraf se college chowk  se hamare quarter pahunche. Aur phir jaise hi maine apne quarter mein enter kiya to maine wahan pe dekha apne kuna bhaiya ko jinse main bahut pehle mila tha. To unse milkar achha laga. Phir main ja ke rest kiya. Matlab actually main niche directly nai baith sakta  mere knees itna free nai hue the, to jab main niche jar aha tha baithna to I shouted aaaaaa yaaaaaa arrrrrrr aaaaaaa and then jaise taise kar ke main niche baith hi gaya. Phir maine manas ko kaha ki wo ja ke mamu ko le aaye, to wo bhi thoda rest kar ke chala gaya. Phir idhar main bitu,rocky n bablu discuss kiya ki kya kya karna hai aur kitna lagega sabko to wo bola ki jyada nai bas 50 rupees per head ho raha hai. To maine 200 rupees de diya aur phir bitu aur rocky nikal gaye marketing karne ke liye. To I and bablu were taking rest aur phir kuch der ke baad mamu and manas aa gaye. Phir hum log baat kiya thodi der tak sab ne sabka halchal pucha. Phir humne madan ko phone kiya to wo bus ka wait kar raha tha aur bola ki usko aane mein 1 baj jayega, phir humne brij ko phone lagay ki aa raha hai ki nai to wo bola ki wo bhi aa raha hai 1 baje tak pahunch jayega wo. Phir dev ko call kiya to wo bnola ki wo aadhe ghante mei pahunch raha hai.

 Phir kuch der baad bitu and rocky aa gaye marketing kar ke aur wo mere liye tiffin bhi laye the, to hum sabne mil ke tiffin kiya.to itne mein hi dev ka call aa gaya ki wo pahunch gaya hai aur usko lene jayein kar ke. To mamu usko lane ke liye gaya. Aur idhar hum ne khana v kha liya tha phir last mein 2 samosha bach gaya tha to main bola ki isko rehne dete hain yaar wo dev aayega to khayega, to bablu ne mana kar diya ki nai uske liye mat rakho la mujhe de main abhi kha deta hun, to hum sab hase jor se. and  then kuch time ke baad dev aa gaya room mein mamu ke saath aur phir logon kuch baat kiya, masti kiya. Phir sab khana banana mein jut gaye.and main aur bablu were taking rest.  Phir jab sab preparation khatam ho gaya to I n bablu ghumne chale aaye kisi se milne. Aur jab hum wapas aaye to chandan bhi aa gaya tha, aur dev bhi aa gaya tha ghum ke. To sab mil ke baat kar rahe the, maje kar rahe the sab koi ek dusre ke bare mein puch raha tha ki sabki life kaisi chal rahi hai. Tabhi madan ne call kiya ki wo pahunch gaya hai aur usko lene jane ko kaha usne. To dev ne kaha ki wo lene jayega, to wo chandan ka scooty le ke madan ko lene chala gaya. Aur idhar brij bhi pahunchne hi wala tha. 

Phir kuch der mein  madan aa gaya aur uske room mein enter karte hi main chillaya to wo bhi chilaya mere paas aaya aur mujhse gale mila aur sabse gale mila. Phir uska halchal pucha maine ki kaisa hai wo. Thik hai bola wo. Aur phir kuch time ke baad brij bhi pahunch gaya aur phir jaise hi wo aaya room mein to sab chilaye, and phir mallika ka naam gunjna laga  ha ha ha ha ha. Brij ko mallika ka naam le ke sab chidhane lage. Phir sab bat karne lage brij bablu se aur madan manas se bas aisa hi chalta raha aur idhar khana bhi ban gaya tha,sabko bhuk bhi lagne laga tha.phir dev aur brij ki nok jhonk start ho gaya. Dev usko mallika ke bare mien kuch bolta to brij usko **** ke bare mein puchta. Lekin ek baat to thi ki jo koi bhi ek dusre ke bare mein bolta tha to dusre ka munh sukh jata tha, aur ye najara dekh ke bahut maja aata tha. Aur hum sab bahut haste the. Dev bola ki mallika na number uske paas hai to agar brij lena chahta hai uska number to mobile pe feed kar le. Aur bola ki use ek baar baat kiya tha to wo puch rahi thi sab kaise hain. Aur sabse jyada to alok ke bare mein puch rahi thi. To brij meri taraf dekhta hai. Ha ha ha ha ha ha. Aur dev bola ki tere bare mein itna nai puchi re, alok bhi to baat kiya tha usse. Brij mujhse puch sach mein alok use baat karta that u use to main bhi bol diya haan baat hua tha ek baar. To brij bola ki yaar uska number mujhe bhi do use baat karne ka bahut mann karta hai. To sab log has diye. Phir mamu bhi  aa gaya to sab mamu and brij ko lekar chidhane lage, ki mamu brij ko maar tujhse teri mallika ko chura ke le gaya,sab ne bahut hasa us baat pe aur masti bhi bahut ki.

Phir sab khan eke liye aaye, sab log baith gaye and phir khana start kiya, chicken mast bana hua tha. Aur khate khate  humne pic liya apna apna. Aur khan eke time mein bhi dev aur brij ki nok jhok chalu thi. Sab log maje le ke kha rahe the. Phir dev ne achanak se kaha ki  arre brij tu chicken nai kha raha hai to brij bola ki wo chicken nai khata. To sab log ko achha nai laga lekin wo bola ki arre its ok yaar koi baat nai. To sab log maje se khaye. Aur sab jab haat dhone gaye. To room mein main aur brij the, main bola brij ko dekh raha hai brij koi change nai hua hai. Saale sab abhi bhi chidha rahe hai sabko aisa lagta hai ki abhi bhi college mein hi hain.wo bola ki haan yaar bahut achha laga koi bhi change nai hua hai bas physical appereance mein hi kuch change hua hai.phir jab main rest kar raha tha to brij pucha ki kya sach mein mallika dev se baat karti hai to main bola ki nai re wo to bas tujhe chidhane ke liye waise bol raha hai..to ja ke brij to thoda shanti mili  ha ha ha ha ha.  Then phir sab aa gaye room mein r est karna ke liye phir hum sab ne snaps lena start kar diya sab ne ajeeb ajeeb pose mein apna photo uthaya.sab log bahut khus the ek dusre se mil ke. Aur main v bahut khus tha.lekin yaar wo mere marksheet aaj nai le paya coz hamare college mein us din function chal raha tha. And woe k doctor ko bhi dikhana tha jo ki nai dikha paya coz wo yahan pe nai rehta hai. To phir sab pics le rahe the. Phir hum sab ne rest kiya aur phir idhar udhar ki baatein start ho gayi, phir idhar madan and manas chale gaye, aur bablu n brij bhi chale gaye kisi se milne. Phir hum matlab main, dev, mamu  and chandan  baat kar rahe the room mein.idhar jo time bhi hone laga tha. Matlab sham ho rahi thi.

Phir hum sab bahar aye aur pics lene lage, madan and bablu ko call kiya humne to wo log bhi pahunch gaye and phir sab milkar jiska jaise mann tha pic liya aur maje kiye sab ne. phir sab andar ja ke ghupchup  banana ki taiyariya hone lagi, sab kaam jaldi jaldi karne lage, coz manas ko jana tha aur mujhe bhi wapas lautna tha bablu ke saath. Phir sab ne jaise taise kar ke gupchup khaya aur jaldi se bahar nikal gaye, madan ne manas ko chodne ke liye railway station gaya aur phir idhar brij and bablu gaye the bitu ke saath cassette mein pics write karne ke liye. Phir ye log matlab brij and balu n bitu jaldi aa gaye par madan nai aaya tha. To ye log unke ek dost ke pass chale gaye, hum log sab bahar khade the sab koi dev, mamu, chandan, rocky, bhagwan, and bitu. Phir madan  aa gaya aur kuch der baad brij n bablu bhi  aa gaye, phir maine sabse hat milaya ki tum sabse mil ke bahut achha laga ek ek kar ke sabko kuch na kuch bola.  Bhagwan bola ki bhaiya aisa party karte rahenge jab tak hum hain yahan pe, to main bola ki sure yaar jarur karenge, phir dev se gale mila n mamu se bhi. Phir madan se mila aur sabse last mein brij se gale mila, aur bola ki brij mere dost tujhse mil ke bahut achha laga bo, momo ko meri taraf se I love you bol dena, aur haan agar tere uske saath rista tut bhi jata hai to mera uske saath setting kar dena aur haan mallika ka number milega to mujhe bhi dena yaar, dono mil baant ke khayenge, to sab log has diye, wo bola ki arre yar ab tujhe nai dunga to aur kisko dunga.and phir ek bar phir se sabko bye bol ke bike pe wapas aa gaye main aur bablu, thoda late bhi ho gaya tha humko. But everything was alright, hum log ghar thik thak pahunch gaye. Aur wo din bada hi majedar gaya hum sab ke liye, ye ek yaad gaar din ban gaya tha atleast mere liye. 

gupchup party at my place

 ( our kachoris prepared by me )

It was 12^th of march, and this day bablu was coming to my house with gupchup from Rourkela. And we had a plan for gupchup party at my place. So as usual I wake up early and gone for a walk.got freshen up and was watching some videos. I had told my father to buy some items for the party, then he asked me ki pehle confirm to ho ja ki wo aa raha hai ya nai, usko call kar ke puch le. So I rang to bablu and he told that he is coming by bus, so the preparation started. I told him ki jab wo sundergarh pahunchega to batana. And so he did the same thing. Then tab atish bhi uth gaya tha aur maine usko bola ki bablu aa gaya hai sundergarh usko lene ja to he got ready and he headed  towards sambalpur. To ek baje sambalpur mein milne ka plan tha and phir  baje tak yahan pahunchne ke plan tha.

To bhai nikal gaya sambalpur ke liye,and here we had done some preparation. And I was relaxed, and I called bitun and told him ki aj sham ko jaldi aana, gupchup party karenge, and phir net mein lincon se kaha maine ki sham ko aana aur party karenge. So we had now total 5 person to attend the party.  To decide kiya gay ki sham ko hi party karenge aur uske kuch time pehle hi sab marketing karenge. Phir 4 baje bablu aaya bhai ke saath. Aur aate hi maine bablu ko rest karne ko kaha. Phir usne thoda rest kiya.

Aur idhar party ki taiyariyan start ho gayin. Aalu ko boil kiya ja raha tha, aur idhar main bablu se baat kar raha tha aur maa bhi aa ke use baat kar rahi thi. Phir jab  5 baj gaya to bitun ko call kiya bhai ne to wo office se aaya. To usko bole ki jaldi se ghar ja ke fresh ho kea a aur aalu banayega. To phir use baat karte karte  6 baj gaya wo phir gaya apna ghar. Phir idhar aalu ready tha boil ho ke, to maine aur bablu ne aalu ke chilka chila, and phir humne mitha aalu banaya. Bhai onion kaat raha tha, aur phir tabhi bitun aa gaya ghar se to usko onion katne ko kaha gaya ohir usne chilli bhi kata aur bhai ab aalu bana raha tha usko masal ke.phir humne wo imli ka khatta banay aur kachori mein dalne wala khatta bhi banaya.

To lagbhag saari taiyarri puri ho hi gayi thi, tab lincon aa gaya usko baithaya gaya, aur hum sab ready ho gaye the bas kuch hi item aur banane ka baki tha. Hum sab ready ho rahe the party ke liye main apni jagah mein baith gaya tha, lincon v aur bitun bhi. To aalu masala bhi ready ho gaya tha. Aur tabhi achanak se baptu and dinesh dada aa gaye, wo baptu da ka kuch kaam tha wo apna document lene aaya tha. To usko de diya. To humne unhe bhi party mein rehne ko kaha.baptu jane ke liye bol raha tha par dinesh da ne mana kar diya ki wo party khatam kar ke hi jayenge. Wo dono bahut surprise ho gaye the ki aakhir  ye sab ho kya raha hai. The room was fill with the essence of gupchup and the masalas.

To phir sab kuch ban jane ke baad hum logon ne party start kiya, aur atish ne gupchup diya sabko aalu bhar ke aur sab log kha rahe tha bade maje se,aaj wo sabka gupchup wala bana hua tha.bada maje se kha rahe the sab. Koi chilla raha tha ki arre mujhe aur ek do gupchup, koi bola mujhe pani do. Kisi ko jaldi thi jane ki  to kisi se wait hi nai ho raha tha gupchup khane ke liye. To gupchup khane ke baad sab koi kachori khan eke liye ready hue, lekin lincon bich mein hi chala gaya. Usko Bhubaneswar jana tha. To phir start hua kachori ka session. Aur I tell u its my fav session kyunki ye kachori ka arrangement  main khud hi karta hun. To sab masale mere paas the aura b bhai kachori mein aalu bhar ke mujhe de raha thya aur main usmein mitha aalu, chana, onion, dhaniya, sew daal ke thik se bana ke sabko de raha tha. And the kachori mast bana tha. Mujhe to bhai bahut achha laga mera banaya hua kachori. And I think sabko hi achha laga hoga wo kachori phir maa  n pitaji ke liye bhi humne gupchup and kachori diya and phir maa ne kaha dinesh dada ko ki jublee ke liye bhi le ke jao to uske liye bhi sab pack karaya gaya. Aur aaj sabka pet ful ho chukka tha kachori n gupchup kha ke. Aur aaj bahut maja aaya tha. Kitne dino ke baad hum log gupchup party kiye. Dinesh da n baptu bhi khus the, so all in all the party was awesome.jaisa plan kiya gay tha party waisa hi hua tha. We had enjoyed a lot, bahut hasi majak hua. But everybody were satisfied.and that’s what we wanted.