my journey on national highway

Its an incident when I had gone to my village for the holidays. So I had enjoyed a lot in my village with friends  n bhaiyas n bhabhis.  My village was situated right next to the national highway. So dat was a busy route. All the buses n trucks were coming at the high speed n passing. And my story is how I had made a risky journey from my village to Rourkela.

So it was the day when I had to leave the village and I had to go to Rourkela. So i was standing at the side of national highway, waiting for the bus to come. But all tha bus were passing through me without stopping coz all were express buses. I was getting late.  My bhaiya came to me and ask what happened, I told him my problem then he asked me to go on a truck, and I agreed mujhe jaise v kar ke Rourkela pahunchna tha. So he stopped a truck, unke  pehchan wale the, he asked them to give me a lift, they agreed. Actually from my village maximum boys are truck drivers.

So I get up to the cabin. And had a sit next to the driver. When I had a look to the driver I was like “ ye bachha chalayega  ye truck ko ? ”. then I started talking to the driver to use baat kar ke pata chala ki he is not a bachha, he is married and had two kids also, he was just looking like a bachha. He was talking very nicely, phir jab jab hum aage badhte gaye he started his stories, jise sun ke I was like ohh god kahan phas gaya yaar.

Actually the driver was concentrating more on me than the road. He was telling his story how he had collided  with a bus last night and a car. But still he escaped by just some scratches on his truck. He said that he was drunk. I was like baacchhhhhhaaaaaaaaaooooooooooooooooooo mujhe.  Par maje ki bat to suno usne kaha ki wo tab bhi piya hua hai. Aur bole ki “ tu dar mat beta hum log aise hi truck chalate hain, jab tak pite nahin hain rasta thik se dikhai nai deta.”. I was like ohhh hmmm okkkkk. Phir kuch dur ja ke they stopped the truck, and had asked me to come down, maine kaha nai m ok here, the driver said ki wo log wahan pe sharab pine ke liye utre hain, ab mujhe meri maut samne hi dikhai de rahi thi, wo driver ne kaha ki sach sach batana, I told ok, tu pita hai na ?? I told him are  nai nai I dnt drink at all.

What yaar itne cute se chehre ko dekh ke koi kaise bol sakta hai ki I can drink alcohol. Ha ha ha ha ha ha. Hmmmmm ok ok. Continuing. Phir wo log ko jitna pina tha pi liye the aur phir baki ka le ke aye truck pe. They had offered me there also, but I had refused. So they were drunk and were driving, and my life was not with me, mujhe baar baar wo log puchte the ki isse takkar marun kya ?? means isse sata ke truck nikalun kya?? Meri to yaar halat hi kharab ho gayi, apne aap ko kosh raha tha ki yaar kahan phas gaya hun main. Bas jaldi jaldi wahan se nikalne ki soch raha tha main. They were driving the truck in zig zag motion and I was kabhi left to kabhi right. Main to yaar sach bolun bahut dar gaya tha.

Phir jaise hi panposh aaya to wahin pe utar gaya  main unko dusri aur jana tha. Yaar jaise hi utra us maut ke truck se to yaar meri jaan mein jaan aayi,ekl gehri saans le ke was chumantar from there.

friends, best friends, love and enemies

It’s a story of four good friends, who became friends, and more than that they were like best friends and then love divided them and they became enemies. They didn’t talk to each other also. And even they hate to see each other’s face.

It’s a story about my diploma college. And I was included in that four friends. we were dev, biju, rajesh  and me. We met at the college and we were in the same class. I was the late comer to the college so I join their gang later. They three were pretty good at studies. Rajesh bhaiya (I call him bhaiya as he was much senior  to me ) was thr brightest amongst us, he was a genius. And then was dev, he work hard for the studies. Then was biju he was also good at studies. And then comes me. I was not that good at studies but was ok type. But we four rock the class.  The class always used to listen to us. If we four decided to bunk the class then the whole class bunk the period.

Rajesh and dev were like very close. Dev used to call him bhaiya. They were like ram and lakshman. We used to call them in the college. They go tution together,movie, hangout, study. And in everything dev ask rajesh bhaiya’s permission  to go. Whether it be for the movies or for hangout, or for gathering at the park. They were like fevicol ka jod, no one can separate them.  And we were like best friends. We use to enjoy at the class, comment eachother. We had done lots of masti in the class.

And then comes a girl into our life. And because of her everything scattered. The four friend  separated, the ram lakshman Jodi was like ram and ravana. And this was all jst because of one girl. Wow man I tell you one girl had the capability to do anything yaar, even the impossible thing can be easily done by her.

Ok so the story is like this. Dev was in love with a girl. But that girl was not so interested in him. But later I think they were talking by phones, they were not in relationship exactly but were friendly. Dev had already told all the class that he love that girl. And the whole class know about him and her.and everything was going cool. But then rajesh and dev had some little disputes among themselves. And biju was not interacting with us now. Biju was like separated from us, we were talking to each other. We have cold war going on between us, but still we used to sit on one bench.

But then rajesh bhaiya had strong argument with dev,and they stop talking to each other  and then biju also had stop talking to us. Now only I and dev were there in the team. Rajesh bhaiya was left us, and then biju also left us, but the actual reason was unkown. And when we get the news I was shocking. And the news was the three of my bench mates love the same girl. Oh my god, whats this. I was like what the ****. They all love one girl. But why yaar. And I tell you I was not in the list of that girls deewana.coz I was in love with another girl at that time. So I was neutral. I didn’t believe that rajesh bhaiya and biju both love that girl secretely. And this was not happening yaar, they all know that dev love that girl but still andar hi andar they were trying to get that girl. I was like no yaar how could they. Ek bar to un pe bahut hi gussa aaya. Phir socha ki chal chod yaar waise bhi apna kya jata hai, waise bhi everything is fair in love and war, teeno ko try karne do wo ladki jise haan bolegi she will be of him.

In between I got a news that rajesh bhaiya had told someone that he had left an angel of the heaven for dev. I was like what he compared that girl with  the angel of heaven, then he surely was and is in love with this girl. Yaar koi aise hi thodi na kisi ladki ko swarg ki apsara bolega. Bhaiya was not talking to dev at all. He don’t even looking at dev’s face and the fact was we were in the same class. It was very pathetic. Bhaiya also love that girl but he didn’t express his feelings to us, but dev did. And all were in support of dev, and me too yaar.

And now biju ki harkat suno. He got the number of that girl for somewhere. And when in some vacation we were gone to our houses, he called that girl. Actually that girl’s house was  near to biju’s house, they were from same place. So biju call that girl and they were talking and then biju proposes that girl. He told that girl that he love her, and the girl replied – don’t you know about your friend that he loves me, and why you are doing this type of cheap thing with me. Well I didn’t know actually what had happened but I had heard all this things from my sources. What a friend man, he had liked stabbed his best friend on his back. Atleast rajesh bhaiya had not proposed that girl. He had quit. But this boy I tell you man. He was gone off his mind. How could he yaar. I mean can anybody do this to his friend ?? at least I will never do this type of cheap thing.

But in all this situation I was with dev. And yes dev also had not tell me everything. But still he used to come to me and tell about his problems. he was like a  good boy in the class. Innocent,simple, good natured. Hmmmm bas bas bahut ho gaya dev ka tariff. Itna bhi achha nai tha kamina, kutta. Ha ha ha ha ha. Hmmmmmm. But still he knew that nothing will harm him or that girl. Coz he was the only guy who was talking to that girl and not the other two.   The story was going well for dev. But suddenly the girl started to ignore him. And then dhire dhire they stop talking, what happened between them god knows.

And in teeno ke bich mein main phas gaya tha na idhar ho pa raha tha na udhar. Aur bich mein ladkiyan v involve thi, to koi mujhe phone kar ye kehta tha to koi aur kuch kehta tha, itni saari information mujh tak pahunchti thi ki pucho mat, kaun sach bol raha hai aur kaun jhut kuch samajh mein nai aa raha tha. To at last mein I decided to go to the side of dev. Coz usne hi pehle apna feeling express kiya tha and ye jante hue bhi ki dev love that girl baki ke do bhi use pyar karte the, not happening. Main to yaar sabse hi baat karta tha, rajesh bhaiya se bhi aur biju se bhi. Itni achhi tarah se nai buht like hello hi type.

And the fact is ab ye teeno ki jung abhi tak jari hai. Biju kuch kuch baat karta hai dev se but itni bhi achhi tarah se nai, and rajesh bhaiya is like unhe to dev se hi  nafrat ho gayi hai, college chode hue 6 months ho gaye hain lekin phir bhi agar ye teeno kahin mil jaye matlab raaste pe dikh jaye to baat bhi nai karte aise chale jate hain jaise kisi ne kisi ko dekha tak nai. Hmmm chalo thik hi hai. Pata nai kis baat ka khunnas nikal rahe hain sab.

Aur us ladki ke bare mein to suno yaar. Wo to kisi ko mili nai.ulta usne to dhum dham se kisi aur se apni shadi kar li. And now she is happily married. And enjoying her life. Aur ye teeno gadhe kisliye baat nai kar rahe hain kya pata. Lagta hai us ladki ka bhoot abhi tak utra nai inke sar se. ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha .

Aur suno jab dev ne us ladki ko kaha ki wo use pyar karta hai to uska reply kyat ha “ humein aisa sab pasand nai hai ”.  excuse me !!!!! to aapko kaisa sab pasand hai yaar ye to bata deti to dev wohi sab karta. Hmmmmmm leave that yaar ab in sab baton se kya fayada. The girl is married now, and she is happy too.

So guys this was the story. Kaise ek ladki ke wajah se hum sab doston mein darar pad gayi. Ek ladki ne ram lakshman jaise bhaiyon ko dushman bana diya.

But this all was in the my point of view. And I dnt know about my other friend, rajesh bhaiya if u r reading it, I apologise agar maine aapke dil ko thes pahunchai ho to. But this is all what I think of u, but I respect u also. And biju sorry too yaar, but still we are friends. And kamina kutta dev, tu to ye sab padh ke bahut khus ho raha hoga ki ye blog tere favour mein gaya hain ?? hmmmm but you were true to your heart  na bhai isliye.

Ok then friends no offence, koi dushmani nai hai meri tumse it was jst a blog jst a story from my point of view. We are still friends. Love u all. Have peace in ur mind.

GOVT. BUS STAND

Now its an interesting story about my life. And this story goes round the govt. bus stan of bolangir, where I was doing my diploma. The story is something like my friend love a girl. That girl go to the govt bus stand on the holidays, she goes by bus to her place, and my frnd used to take me with him. So the story is like this.

Well this was the end of our second semester. 10 to 1 was our exam, and we came to our quarters. I was jst relaxing on my bed. And then suddenly someone knocks on my door. I was like ‘ kiski maut bula rahi hai be ’. and when I open the door it was dev, he asked me to get ready quickly. I asked why ?? he said ki we are going to govt bus stand. I asked why be, itni dhoop ho rahi hai why I will go with u.main nai jaunga. Then he said “chal na yaar wo ja rahi hai “.

“ kaun be ?? ”

“ are swati yaar( name changed)”. Its not good to right her name here. I think.

“ are wo ja rahi hai to main wahan ja ke kya karunga be ? tu khud kyun nai chala jata ? main jaunga to wo kya sochegi ki main v use line marne aaya hun. Chi chi chi chi chi tu mujhe marwayega. ”.

“nai na alok aisi baat nai hai, tum rehte ho paas mein to mujhe courage milta hai. Plz plz plz. Jaldi ready ho jao na. ”

So what can I do yaar ek to wo kitna gidgida raha hai. Wo kya hai na ki main apne doston ki bat taal nai sakta na. to I get ready and chala uske saath.aur raaste mein use dhamki bhi de raha hun.

“ agar mere bare mein kisi bhi ladki ne ulta sidha kaha ki main bus stand pe line marne aaya hun na to samajh lena aaj uska aakhri din hai.gala marood ke maar dalunga use.”

“ koi tumhe kuch nai bolega yaar waise bhi tumse koi bat nai karta ”.

I was like oh ho haan yaar. Mujhse to koi bhi baat hi nai karte aur main khamkha mein hi murder ke bare mein soch raha tha.

So the story behind is, my friend had fallen for swati from the moment he saw her, but na wo use kabhi baat nai kiya tha, shirf use dekhta hi rehta tha, aur wo ladki kabhi bhi ise nai dekhti thi, haan agar by chance accidently iske taraf najar chali bhi jati thi to this boy go crazy ki aaj usne mujhe dekha. Ab kya yaar ye ladke bhi na. kya kya imagine kar lete hain. Khair leave it, mera dost hai to jyada burai bhi thik nai hai.wo college mein to baat nai kar saka to use laga ki shayad bahar mein kahin milega to baat kar sakega.to kahin se use pata chala ki swati ghar ja rahi hai and wo govt bus stand gayi hai, to janab mere paas aaye bhage bhage aur unke saath jane ke liye bol rahe the.

So at last we reached govt bus stand. Aur wahan pahunch ke charon taraf apni najar daudayi to koi v nai tha  I mean koi ladki nai thi, so we headed towards the rest room. Bahar se sab andhera dikh raha tha. Dev ne kaha “ alok jara anar ja ke dekho na ki wo hai ki nai, ”

“ abe use pyar tu karta hai ki main be, ja khud ja ke dekh wo hai ki nai, agar hogi to wahin pe use baat kar lena. Waise bhi bahut se ladke aye hue hain yah ape ladkiyon ko line marne. Mujhe dekhenge to kya sochenge sab.”

Dev andar gaya rest room mein. Wahan dekh raha tha ki swati kahan hai, par wo use nai mili. Wo nai thi wahan to wo bechara apna shakal jamu(utar)  kar ke wapas aaya aur bola ki wo nai hai,

“ oh ho koi baat nai yaar, chal wapas chalet hain, next time mil lena use. ” main to yahi soch raha tha ki kaise yahan se nikalte hain. Hum log ja hi rahe the ki tabhi samne se wo aa rahi hai.use dekh ke hi hum ruk gaye. Usne dev ko dekha.

 “ hey dev usne tujhe dekha yaar ”

“ kya sach mein ?? ”

“ nai re wo bas check kar rahi thi main kiske saath aya hun,  wo to mujhse pyar karti hai na. duffer  aur kya mujhe dekhegi wo.ja , ja ke bat kar usse. ”

Actually swati was not alone uske saath class ke aur do ladkiyan bhi thi. To dev bola  “ wo baki do ladkiyan bhi hai na yaar uske saath,”

“ wo dono teri kya lagti hain be, tujhse jisse kaam hai use ja ke baat kar na. ”

“ kaise karun ?? aur kya bolun jo wo mere pas ayegi ?? ”

“ are simple re, uske paas jana aur bolna  ae tu haan tu re, jara side mein aa baat karni hai. Ha ha ha ha  ha ha ha ha ”

“ kya alok aisa bolunga to wo kabhi nai ayegi yaar ”.

“  abe to tu hi kuch soch na be, aur jaldi ja, nai to bus chala jayega aur tu shirf tata karte reh jayega.”

I was like what yaar, why ?? kyun ?? kisliye ?? main yahan kyun hun ?? pyar  ye us ladki se karta hai, wo ladki bhi janti hai shayad. To main yahan kya kar raha hun. Bekar mein meri band baj rahi hai dhoop mein, upar se ye pasina, oh ho.

So dev uske paas ja raha tha  aur wapas aa jar aha tha, bola ki “ yaar dar lag raha hai.”

“ darr mat re sher nai hai wo jo tujhe kha jayegi , ja jake baat kar usse. Ya main bulaun  ?? swwaaaaaaaaaaa ”

“ are ruko yaar aisa mat karo tum to mera game hi kharab kar doge,”

“ achha ab main tera game kharab kar raha hun, saale ek bhi run nai kiya hai tune, hit wicket ho jayega. Bowler ko pareshan hona nai padega. Zero pe hi out hoga tu. Ja jaldi baat kar ke aa ”

 He went but came back from some distance. “ kya hua be ? ”

“ mujhe darr lag raha hai, aaj nai phir kabhi baat karenge usse. ”

Tabhi bus aa gaya and she goes into the bus.aur jab bus jane laga to dev ne use dekha to usne bhi dev ko dekha.

 I said “ cha lab tata hi kar de use kam se kam ”. aur uska haath utha raha tha to usne rok liya,” no yaar kya kar rahe ho,”

“ Abe  bye to kar le taki use pata to chale “

Lekin bechare ke kismat mein ye bhi nai tha. Bas use dekhte hi reh gaya mera dost. Aur iske chakkar mein meri nind kharab ho gayi. Kitna idea diya lekin kuch nai hua.

Ye silsila pure 2 saal tak chalta raha, iske saath jao aur bas use dekhte hi raho kabhi to baat karta nai ye, aur kuch bolo to karega bhi nai ye. Aur apna time kharab hota tha yaar. Chalo koi baat nai dost ke liye itna to kar hi sakta hun.

Aur gusse mein  maine use ye bhi kaha tha ki “ ruk ja saale agar mujhe koi mil gayi na to tujhe laat mar dunga tujhe. Puchunga bhi nai tujhe, teri  wajah se kitna pareshan hua hun main. “

 Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha hmmmmm so friends this things were happening with me. 

PRANK ON US

This is an interesting story, this is a story of a prank played on us, us means, I, dev, rajesh, rajan, chandan, madan. The prank was played by the girls. And seriously we got frightened.  Well this was the revenge on us.

So in the college girls were being disturb by our group. Bahut hi pareshan karte the unhe. Agar hamare group ke kuch ladke baith gaye unke piche to jo last line mein baithte tha use comment mar mar ke pareshan kar dete the, comment matlab the  good one not bad.ya phir unse baat karte the aur disturb karte the. And if by the chance I got there, and sit behind them to samjho ki unko shamat aa jati thi. On last bench baby, shradha  and sweta baitha  karte the. And jab bhi I used to sit behind them I used to comment them, start baby se hota tha. Like “ a baby jara idhar dekhna ”. and when she turned back. “ hey wow moti aaj kya lag rahi hai tu re, tu to chamak rahi hai, kiska kamal hai ye fair n lovely ka to nai ? ”. then she used to give a long answer. phir  shradha ko puchta tha ki hritik ki next movie kab release ho rahi hai. coz uska  hair style krissh ki tarah hi thi. Phir baby ke baal khinchte the, sweta ki taraf pen ka cap phenkte the aur phir wapas mangte the. Teeno ko bahut pareshan karte the. To shayad isiliye unhone ye plan banaya ham par prank khelna ka.

So our 4^th sem result was out. And among our group dev had secure the highest and we had asked him to give a party, and wo maan bhi gaya tha. So after the college we had decided to gather in my place and then we will make plan and go. So everyone came to my place and we had made a plan to go to dhaba and enjoy there. So after the decision had made we got ready  and sab bahar nikal gaye, mujhe thoda late ho raha tha ready hone mein to I was in my room getting ready, tabhi madan came to my room and bolta hai ki baby ne apne haath kat liya hai. I was like no yaar wo aisa nai karegi, majak kar rahi hogi.” Nai  sach mein usne apna haat kat diya hai razor blade se”. madan said in very serious voice. And I was like what ??????? no yaar. I came out to dekha ki dev was on phone, aur saare ladkon ka chehra utra hua tha, rajan, chanda, rajesh.  I asked kya hua yaar. Chandan told me ki she had cut her hand . I asked but why ?? to he said ki don’t know she had gone to a girls room and after she returned she cut her hand. “no yaar this is so bad, how is she now ? ”. chaandan bola ki use hospital lenge abhi thodi der mein.

 “ Ye sab sach hai nai ?“ I asked, to rajan said ki yes its true yaar sweta na call kiya hai dev ko aur abhi wahi baat kar rahi hai usse. We were like confirmed ki baby ne apna haath kat liya hai aur wo bhi kisis ladki ki baat sun ke. Humne to us ladki ko marne ka plan bhi bana liya tha. I mean not to send her to god. par aise hi. Aur sweta kabhi bhi dev ko call nai karti that was the first time and baby was not talking to us. To pura yakin ho gaya tha ki she was telling the truth. And sab to bahut upset ho gaye the. Jst 10 mins pehle kitne khus the ki abhi party karenge and dhaba jayenge. Lekin ye news ne to sabki bhuk mita di thi yaar.phir dev ne phone kata to usne sara story bataya ki aisa aisa hua hai. Baby senseless ho gayi hai. To we talked for sometime and decided to go to college to see her.

Then after sometime a phone call came to dev, we were about to leave for the college. Then we got the news ki that was a prank and baby is alright. Use kuch nai hua hai. Phir baby ne sabse baat ki. Maine kaha moti aisa bhi koi karta hai kya ? jaan nikal gayi thi hamari. Tujhe kal clas mein dekhta hun ruk ja. “ sorry sory ”.she said. Par maja aaya re moti nice one.kya daraya hai tune hamein. Phir we had gone to party.

And next day we had drawing class on the first period. Aur jaise hi baby aayi we attacked her  I chandan and dev ne use apne drawing sheet se marne lage . usne sorry bola. And she sat near to me, I said to her “agar tujhe kuch ho jata to use,( I pointed a girl in our class.coz baby use hi bat kar ke wapas aane ke baad apna haath kata tha)  nai chodte hum”.

“ aap log hamein kitna pareshan karte hain aur kitna tang karte hain class mein to humne bhi soche ki aap logon ko pareshan kiya jaye, hamein to maja aaya. Aur badla kaisa laga ?”.

“ hmmm nice achha tha.par aisa aur kabhi mat karna re moti, this is not good ” I said

She said “ ok ”.

So this was the prank. Ek teer se char panch shikar kar diya baby ne. 

PRANK ON BABY

 This in interesting and I had enjoyed it a lot. This was a prank on baby aka moti.

So were in the college and at the elect. Lab. I and dev were getting bored. Kuch kam nai tha lab mein hamara. To bas idhar udhar ki baat hi kar rahe the.  And were laughing. But yaar maja nai aa raha tha. And thik hamare piche girls were there and writing their experiment.to suddenly dev said ki chalo baby ka sar khate hain. I was like ok I see back baby was at last, and I asked dev to come with me. But he refused to come and then I went to baby alone . there was nothing in my mind ki how to irritate her.

“  hey baby tere paas baith jaun ? ”. I aksed her by taking a chair.

“ kya bhaiya ab mere pas baithne ke liye aapko permission chahiye ??. aap baith sakte hain ”. she replied.

“ tune expt likha ?? ”

“ haan bhaiya likh liya”.

“  good……. Sun na tujhse kuch jaruri baat karni hai ”.

“ ok no problem bhaiya , boliye ”.

“ nai yaar chod ”.

“are aap boliye to ? ”.

“ nai nai tujhe achha nai lagega shayad .”

“pehle aap bataiye to na ”.

“ tu thik to hai na ? ”.

“ hmm m alright bhaiya, mujhe kya hoga ? ”.

“ nai wo tu mujhse baat nai kar rahi hai kuch dino se na to isiliye puch liya maine, mujhe aisa lag raha hai ki tu mujhe avoid kar rahi hai, tu to busy ho gayi hai apne life mein re, aur mere se baat bhi nai karti tu, jab tu nai aati class to kitna miss karta hun tujhe, lekin tujhe to koi parwah hi nai hai meri. Tu bilkul bhi time nai deti mujhe, thoda sa baat bhi nai karti mujhse, maine kuch galat kiya kya ? ”

“ nai nai bhaiya aapne aisa kuch bhi nai kiya ? ”

And I acted like crying. Idhar dev dekh raha tha mujhe. I give him a thumbs up.aur aankh bhi mari usko ki plan successful raha. Then she said “ aap shayad thik kehte ho bhaiya, galati aapki nai meri hai, sabhi log mujhse aisa hi bol rahe hain ki main unhe time nai de rahi hun. Aur thik se baat bhi nai kar rahi hun.” Aur wo apna sar niche kar ke rone lagi.

I was like “ no, no, no, no, no, no, no mat ro re moti. Tu itna serious kaise ho gayi re. main to majak kar rajha tha re”.

“ nahi aap serious the ”.

“ are nai re pagal, I was joking,main to bas aise hi tujhe pareshan karne aaya tha, agar yakin nai aata to dev se puch le”.

To wo piche mudi aur dev ne usae bataya ki aaj use satane ka mann  kar raha tha. To baby ka mood thoda acha hua, she stop crying. And said aap dono bhi na, achha nai kar rahe ho ye sab.

“ now u r ok na dear ?”. I asked

 “ hmm hmmm, main thik hun. Lekin main bhi aapke sath aisa karungi ”.

“ ok re moti kar lena jo marji mein aaye karna ok ab to khus”.

“ hmmmm ”.

And everything became normal.

So this was a small prank on our sweet si  baby moti. 

THIRSTY BOYS

Mmmmm you must be happy and jumping around, that at last m going to write something naughty or like that hmmmmm ??. but its not your fault. Blog ta title hi aisa hai to. O friends relax nothing is vulgar here actually it’s a funny story of mine, when I was in the diploma college.

Well this was when I was in 4^th semester, and on that semester we had a subject called electrical measurement and measuring instrument( EMMI). And yes don’t panic ki mujhe abhi tak subject ka naam yaad hai, actually I forgot everything. And  this I had search in the internet. So every day we have this class on last or second last or third last period.

So our class starts on 10:30am and yaar pura din class kar ke sab thak jate hain, ek to period khatam hone ke baad clas change karo, kabhi is building to kabhi dusri building mein class hota tha. And and and constantly subah se sham tak har teacher ke lecture suno aur wo bhi dhyan se.well the last line was not for me that was for some toppers of the class. But I was like yaar aur kitna sunenge we need break. Aisa nai hai ki we had no break periods yes we had a period but that was not enough for us. Yaar college shirf padhai ke liye thodi hota hai, mauj masti ke liye bhi hota hai. Aur hum log yahi karte the.

So coming to the point, we had a mam taking this emmi class. And m telling you that class was super boring  yaar. Its not like mam was not a good teacher its like we don’t like the subject. It was very boring. Wo kya hai na ki hamein notes likhna padta tha. Aur last last time mein kaun likhna chahta hai yaar. All we want is to only listen and go. So we all had get bored.

And than we got an idea ki jaise hi mam ka period aayega aur mam aayengi we will go out to drink water.so class was at the third floor and hum pani pene niche aate the at the ground floor. We had a handpump there.

So  jaise hi mam enters the classroom we were like “ mam bahut pyas lagi hai ”. and jaise hi we some boys came out pura class nikal jata tha bahar pani pine ke liye aur sab ghumne nikal jate the, shirf girls ko chod ke, coz bechari kahin ja nai sakte. So we came down phir hand pump ki taraf jate the  pani pete the and if some girl came to unhe bhi pani pilate the, actually jo pani maar raha hota hai wo ruk jata hai ladkiyon ko dekh ke, aur jab wo rukta hai to baki ke sab bhi ruk jate hain, and phir bahar aa ke sab mudhi khate the. Aur agar koi kehta ki late ho jayega to hum kehte the ki ja clas karna hum to nai jane wale. Ek to itna boring class hai aur phi rise 45 min tak jhelo, humse to nai hoga yaar. And phir mudhi khan eke baad college ke andar canteen ke taraf sab jate the, yahan sab se matlab our group, matlab fola group. Phir canteen mein agar kisis ko bhuk lagi ho to kha lete the and then phir apna haath munh dho ke we went to clas again aur tab tak 15-20 mins ja chuke hote the and mam had already started teaching and dictate notes. But who cares yaar notes to mil hi jate hain kahin na kahin se.so hum log aisa hi karte the is class mein.

Kuch din bad mam bhi samajhne lage ki in logon ko meri hi clas mein pyas lagti hai, aur jab hun bahar jane ka permission mangte to wo mana kar deti thi, par unki sunta kaun tha. Wo permission de ya na de hum to bahar aa hi jate the. And phir 15 mins ke baad hi class mein jate the. Ek din ka class to thik break ke baad hi rehta tha, and we were not ashamed of taking permission to get out of the class, to mam bolti thi ki abhi to break hua tha to pani nai piya kya. To we were like no mam wo mudhi kha ke canteen chale gaye aur wahan doston ke sath baat karte karte kaise time nikal gaya pata hi nai chala, aur pani pina bhul ghaye mam plz bahut jor se pyas lagi hai, and our acting was like ki agar hamein pani nai mila to wahin ke wahin mar jayenge. To mam bhi kitni bholi thi humein chod deti thi.and again our journey starts. Mam was very kind hearted and simple person, we like her.

So friends this was the story of some thirsty boys of our class and in which I was also included. 

MISSION ANAND

This is a story of my childhood when in was in class two or three.  I don’t know how this thing is still in my mind. But I tell you its very funny. Well I had named this blog  mission anand because it has something to do with anand. It’s a funny incident, but at that it was not it was a mission for us.

Well we were three friends, I, ambrish tiwari and abhishek sahu.  Ambrish was like a totla type, I mean he stammer sometime and we all used to call him ambrish puri and totla. And abhishek was very small boy tab so hum bhi small the par uski height humse bhi kam thi. And we were like best friends.

So what happened that day was, anand jain kar k eek ladka the hamare class mein he messed up with our little abhi. And he came to us and said ki anand had bitten him. So we decided to take a revenge on him. But could not do anything at that period. coz we had to go to other class. And that was a hall. So anand had taken a sit in the front row. And we were in the same bench but we were on back. Actually that bench was a big one and long one too. So it cant be put in the class and it was like to the wall on the right side of the class.

And mam came and took our class, and here we were planning how to take revenge, and amrish had given a killer idea. That we wiil pinch him through in his leg under the table. And we will do it when the class is going on. I was like what ?? pagal ho gaya hai tu. He said its abhi yaar kuch to karna padega hi na. I said ok. So first we had check our benches, niche dekha to do hurdles the jisse gujar ke hamein anand tak pahunchana tha.

So first we send abhi to pinch him. He was small so he went very fast and pinched anand and came back. We were like wow bahut jaldi aa gaya. And when he pinched anand he screamed, mam asked what happen to he said kuch nai mam it an mosquito, ha ha ha.

And then it was time for amrish. He was tall but thoda patla tha, he also gone quickly and came back soon, he had also pinched him hard. And we were happy that we were succeded in doing that.and now it was my turn and jaise hi I was ready to go down the bench, bell ringed and the period was over. Now mam was gone and pittu sir entered the class. And let me tell you something about pittu sir, he was the most dangerous kind of sir we ever had seen, he was like yamraj for us if we had done something wrong or our homework was not complete. This is what we thaught about pittu sir at that time.

 So he came and started teaching. We were likesher ke samne chuha. But I tell you amrish was a different person he was insane. He forced me to go but I was like no way this is pittu sir yaar agar pakda gaya to he will kill me, aur meri lash bhi nai milegi tumhe. But he said that dost ke liye itna bhi nai karega ?  to I was like ok will do it only for abhi. And get down the table. He bhagwan bacha lena mujhe- I said these  words, and when I was down amrish told ki dekh ke bich mein do hurdles hain. I was like ok kuch nai hoga re mujhe.

So I was ready to do my work. And when I was going through the bench it was the worst feeling of mine. Ki kahin kisine dekh liya to ?? what if sir ne dekh liya to I was gone, patak patak ke marenge mujhe. Aur jo hurdles the wo bhi kitna chota sa I was not fitting in them, kitni muskil se do hurdles paar ho ke I was under the anand. And ready to pinch him also. but then I saw pittu sir and he was teaching the class. I was like I m gone yaar. Ab job hi ise pinch kar ke wapas jana hai. To I pinched anand and came quickly but salla jaldi kahan a pata wo hurdles to jaan le liya tha mera.but kuch bhi kar ke our mission was successful, we had taken our revenge on anand, and we were very happy. I was like thank god ki sir ne dekha nai.

So friends this was a story where we had taken revenge on a boy who had messed with our friend.

BUNKING PHYSICS CLASS

This is about our bunking of classes when I was in college, and those were the most amazing days of mine. Had enjoyed a lot with the friends. so this story is about we were bunking a class an get caught, had fun that day.

It was the winter of 2004, and I had tution at 6 am, it was so cold that day. I had gone for the physics tuition. Came back home at 7:30 am. Then get ready and went to college for the practical class. It was from 8 to 10 am. And from 10:30 we had our theory classes. So I had gone to college.

That day the weather was so romantic. Good to play cricket. Well yes romantic means its awesome weather for playing cricket and I don’t mean it for the girls. It doesn’t mean that the girls were not beautiful. They were much prettier and yes I have to admit ki  I like some of those. That day we decided to play cricket and not to do the class. I was at the 3rd row of the class and let me tell you that in our class there were 110 students. And it was physics class at the opening. So we decided to bunk this class and ready to play cricket.

We had asked debu to bring the bat from a frnds house and he had gone. He asked to manage his proxy. Everyone goes to the last benches from the front rows.i was busy in talking with my frnds but I was also suppose to go back. lekin jaise hi I was to  akhaya sir aa gaye. He was our physics lecturer. So unhone aate hi mujhe dekha and was in the 3^rd row. And then he start taking attendance, my roll was 40 so waiting for that and jaise hi my roll no gone I got down the table. And from the right side se patli gali pakad ke was now at the last benches. We were something about 15 boys to bunk that class.

 Actually the class had two entry doors one from the front right side and second from the back right side. So we all people gather at the back side benches. well sir ke attendance lete hi kuch boys were out of the class, table ke niche se they were out. But kuch badkismat bach gaye the jismein I was there. And one more thing hamare classes mein we were 3 boys with the same name alok. And ek alok class se jaise hi nikla sir ne use dekh liya. He was at tha same tution of mine aur hum isi physics sir ke paas jate the to sir ne kuch nai kaha aur gussa bhi nai hue, lekin unhone use bulane ko kaha. It was awesome we all were laughing at him ki bechara bhag nai paya, phir wo class mein aaya aur sir ne kaha ki aisa nai karte beta, bunk karna achha nai hai. To again we all were ready to flee. Sab koi ne matlab our gang ne apne sir niche kar diya tha as if sir hamein nai dekh payein. Aur koi koi to last bench ke niche baithe the bhagne ke liye.

But ye itna asan nai hone wala tha. Normally sir direct padhana start karte the but that day he had done something different. He asked question to us, ab sir hamari taraf dekh rahe ho to kaise niklega yaar. Aur  hum wait kar rahe the ki kab wo blackboard ki taraf mude and hum bhage. So he was asking  question and suddenly he asked alok u tell the answer. So we made a plan and we all alok stand,alok kujur, alok mishra and alok panigrahi.  Sir had asked me to sit , not u , not u also and he had asked to alok mishra. Now this was the problem sir ne hum teeno ko dekh liya tha and we all were planning to flee.

But we were desperate to go out of the class and then sir ne padhana start kiya he took the chalk and started writing in the blackboard and tabhi we came out of the class, idhar jo bahar jo nikle hue dost the bula rahe the ki kitna clas karta hai be. So we were out and had gone to play cricket.

Yaar it was fun bunking the class. Maja aa gaya. Some got caught. And I came out badi muskil se.but we all enjoyd it, and moreover we enjoyed playing cricket that day.

MY FIRST CRUSH

So jaise ki blog ke title se hi pata chal raha hai ki m going to tell about my first crush. Aap log to pura khus ho gaye hoge na, ki ab main batane wala hun ki who was that lucky girl. Well koi bhi lucky nai tha.

So I was at the 5^th class when this happen to me. Well hum log school jaldi gaye matlab pehle hi class mein ja ke baithe hue the. i was with my friend. To hum log bat kar rahe the, then suddenly ek gorichitti si ladki aayi from the door aur aate hi maine use dekha aur usne mujhe dekha, coz I was in the first bench na tabhi. Dono ki aankhen takrai aur crush ho gaya, are use nai re baba, mujhe crush ho gaya. Kya dikhti thi wo ab kya bataun ki kya dikhti thi wo, kuch yaad rahega tab na bataunga. Ha ha ha. Haan yaar kuch thik se yaad nai mujhe. Bas uska naam yaad hai.  Aur han ye bhi yaad hai ki she was the most beautiful girl in the class, nai aise nai hai ki aur koi bhi nai thi class mein bahut se the par mujhe to wo hi achhi lagti thi na, to isilye.

Aur wo ladki piche ke bench pe baith tit hi, to yaar mujhe bahut pareshani hoti thi use dekhne mein, aur kai bar to teacher ne meri pitai bhi kit hi isi wajah se ki main piche kyun dekh raha hun. To maine apni seat hi badal di, main bhi piche ja ke baith gaya thik us ladki ke bench ke sath wale bench pe. Use maine jyada bat to nai ki hai. Par jitna bhi kit hi mujhe bahut achha laga tha.

I was enjoying watching her.mujhe bahut acha lagta tha use dekhna.

 Bas bas ab itna hi yad hai mujhe uske bare mein.aur kuch bhi yaad nai hai.

 Hope u like it. Aur agar nahi bhi karte ho to its ur problem, blog to mera hi  hai na to jo marzi aaye likhunga main. Aur aap logon ko bardast karna padega. Ha ha ha. Ok friends take care.

SCIENCE EXHIBITION

This story Is of that time when I was in class 10^th. And let me tell u this is an amazing story, u will enjoy it for sure. You must be thinking saale ko itni purani baat bhi yaad hai, but kya karein yaar yad reh jatgi hai baatein sab.

Hmmm so I was in the 10^th class at that time, and let me inform you that I was in a boys high school  and there no girls were there. So boys were kind of crazy about the girls. So we had a circle level of science exhibition in our school. So all the students from the whole district were to come and take part in this exhibition. This was going to be a very big event. So every boy was doing something. So I also volunteer. And I got a job to paste the poster  of this event in the town. So I was given 2000 poster. I had a friend with me, and we had began our journey.we had to do this work within that day only. So we took our cycle and get to our work. So we had gone to every corner of our town and pasted that poster, and when anyone asked what is this, we told him that there gonna be a science exhibition in our college so plz do come.

It was the day before of the exhibition and we were in school. Well it was the winter so last period tak jyada koi nai rehta tha sab bhag jate the. So we were called by the sir I was in the last and watching ki group was being made and given task. Jab meri baari aayi to we were 4 boys and I was the senior and we had been given the charge of  girls high school. I was like no sir I m not going there. I was a bit shy also coz I was of 10^th and rest or like 6,8 and 9. Then sir called me and told don’t worry I know you can handel it very well. I 

was like “handle it ?? handle what ??”

Sir told “ find out yourself ”.

We came to the girls high school  there was two teachers already of that school, then we had given news that this is going to be the rest house of the all the girls who were coming to this event. “ oh my god, no not like this yaar, i was in a half pant only. And I was very shy at that time. But what to do we had orders ”. and the juniors were like wow girls its going to be fun here. And I was haan haan kamino tumhare liye to fun hoga hi. Saalon didi didi bol ke jo chipkoge unse. So we had our job. And the job was that ki we had to carry the luggage of the visitors when they enter the school and I was definitely not going to do that. I had appointed two of my juniors for that. And one for the welcome. And I was to show them their room so I was in the other building where they were to come. We have 5rooms there and already the rooms were had their names on them. And my work was to ask from  where they had come and then show them their room. So I was doing my job very well. Kitne naram bhaw se sabko welcome kar ke unhe apna room dikha raha tha. And the boys who were taking their luggage came to me and said “ this is not fair bhaiya, aap julm kar rahe hain hum par. ”

 “ chup chap apne kaam kar be ” was my reply. and I was to kick him.

You must be thinking ki kamine girls logon ke bare mein bhi to kuch bata. So here it is. Hmmm all the girls were good but not that good for me ki I will be fida on them. They had came with their teachers. And the boys who were carrying their bags were like bhaiya ye wali meri, najar may dalna uspar,and my answer was “ abe kutte pehle baat to kar ke dikha use ?” and then they all got silence. Coz io was the only one who was talking with both teachers and the girls. Always asking them if they need something or if they have any problem. And so I was like friend of them. I asked their name and the boys had seen me talking with the girls. One boy through the bags and came to me and told ” bhaiya you are going out of limit, that girl is mine and sudden he touches my feet and said please leave her bhaiya don’t talk to her I love her ”.

“ harami abhi dekha aur abhi hi love bhi ho gaya tujhe ?? chal ok ok she is yours and koi doubt mat rakhna dil mein ok. Chal ab apna kaam kar”.

“ bhaiya kabhi aap bhi utha lo kisi ka bag ”

“ yahan ka incharge kaun hai ?”

“ aap”

“ phir jo main bolunga wohi karna or else duty  boys high school change kar dunga, yahan pe jo ladkiyon ko enjoy kar raha hai na sab band ho jayega”.

“ sorry bhaiya, age se nai hoga”.

“ good. Ab chal ja bhag ”

So it was getting dark and girls were coming suddenly I saw a girl in white dress coming. She was looking like 

an angel at that time from the dark her white was awesome. I suddenly came down to stairs and welcome her she was with her teacher jo ki thoda chota sa tha. So I asked the boy who was having her bags to handel it to me but the boy refuse then maine use dhamki di to wo maan gaya and mujhe bulaya aur ajeeb si awaaj mein mera naam liya usne. So I had her bags and I had shown her the room where she is going to stay.

Now this was the girl jo mujhe apni aur khinch rahi thi. I was like wow yaar what a beauty. She was very beautiful yaar. Kisis se bhi puch lena mere doston se agar unhe yaad hai to ?. I was like with her only asking her prob and does she need anything. And if there was a problem in any other room I asked the other boys to take care of them but I was not even stepping a inch from that girls room. So we were to give them tiffin and I had given much boxes for her to eat. A boy came to me and said “ bhaiya lagta nai ki aap use kuch jyada hi khane ko de rahe ho, apne liye bhi kuch bacha lo”.

“ hmmm hmmmm chal ab fut le yahan se”. I was jst seeing her. Actually I was attracted towards her. I was very happy ki the event was a three day programme so that I can see this girl again and again.

The news was like aag ki tarah fail gayi thi ki I m in love with this girl and ladke aa rahe the mere dost sab and even my bro also came to see that girl. I was like ye kya kar rahe ho be, jao kal aana dekhne its not the right time. And yes one interesting thing, I was adviced by a close friend ki not to go to the bath room or use it in the night time. Well I had already checked the bath room but was not alone and it was ok type. But I was strictly adviced not to go there. Well there was a rumur about some ghosts were there and if anyone goes there alone at night they got dead there. Hmm I will not say that I wasn’t afraid. Yes ofcourse yaar I was afraid. so after solving everyones problem I was out of there at 9 pm. Came to home.

And the next morning I had to go there early and I was not in my uniform I was in my daily use. So the other boys had also came. We had to give them the breakfast,and help them.  So we all were at the verandah moving here and there. Then suddenly that girl came out and was having a empty balti with her. Aur suno kya kehti hai wo. “ bhai log jara sunoge kya ?? ”.

“ jao be kaun iske bhai ho jo. Jao ja ke prob pucho isse. ”I said.

“ main iska bhai nai hun bhaiya ”

“haan to main hi hun iska bhai hai na ? chup chap ja aur kam kar kutte”

So the boy went to her she was in need of  water to get freshed. So the boy had to go and bring a bucket full of water. Ohhh man she was looking preety awesome. Yaar subah subah ladkiyan aur bhi khubsurat lagti hain jab wo fresh nai hui hoti. Baal bikhre hue, aankh thodi band si hoti hai aur wo kitna lazy feel karti hai. I was enjoying the scene. Jst love to see her. So after sometime we served the breakfast to them. And I had asked every girl to get ready quickly and come to our school. From today the event was starting. So after their breakfast we had our. And I came to home to get fresh and againi I headed towards school. Us ladki ke bare mein maine maa ko bhi bata diya tha ki I kind of like this girl.

So from today the exhibition was going to start. Hmmmmmm so when I enter the school it was looking great, we had made all the stalls for every students who was to show his/her project. So I was moving here and there in the school premises. I had checked my position where am I placed. So it was jst in front of that girl. I was like no yaar, this is not happening. I was kind of sad. But not giving up. So I went to her stall  there was a junior there for her, I asked him to go to my place I will take care of her. So kitne mana karne ke baad wo gaya. So I was again with her. I asked her name, from where was she. And her sir was became good friend of mine, with her, I mean next to her another girl was there from the same place of that girl and a small boy was also there right next to the other girl. I was standing infront of the stall. And if the girl had  any prob  I used to solve it. The exhibition started and the croud started to grow. And this poor girl had to explain her project every time when anyone asked about her. bechari thak gayi thi samjha samjha ke. Aur mujhse uska ye dukh dekha nai gaya to I asked her to sit down and I will explain her project to the public.

And now she was relaxed a bit she was sitting like a queen and I was like explain her stuff. But to tell the truth her project was not so good. Was not the standard to win the competition. But still was explaining her stuff, kya karein yaar was kind of like her na to isiliye.she was one year junior to me. So jo uske pass wali ladki thi she called by my name.

“  alok ”.

“ what ?? kya kaha tune jara phir se bolna ”.

“ alok kaha tumko ”

“ kyun ? ”

“kyun matlab ? ”

“ bhaiya kar ke bulana mujhe m elder than you.samjhi ”

 “ sorry to say par main  tumhari hi age ki hun aur same class ki bhi hun “

“ what sach bol rahi hai tu ? ”

That girl said “  haan she is right she is of your  age”

“  Apna i-card dikha tu mujhe “ and I went to her and see her id she was actually of my age yaar I cant believe it. but  wo lagti nai thi mere age ki, kitni choti klagti thi, kitni cute sit hi wo. But her project was sabse bekar tha there was nothing to explain to her. Wo kisi ko explain hi nai kar rahi thi. Uske pas kuch saaman kam tha . and there was song playing in the speakers. So that time adanan sami ka tera chehra was playing but it was in very slow volume, that girl said “wow yaar kitna achha gana hai par kitna kam volume mein dala hua hai, kuch karo na volume badhao na. ”

So I get to the control room of electronics dept, and asked my frnds to increase the volume a bit, so they did so. And the girl was happy too. 

 So mujhe koi bhi bulata tha to main jata nai tha. Was stick to that stall like feviquick, ha ha ha. To ladkon mein afwah bhi fail gaya tha. Aur sab meri taraf a rahe the to see that girl. Aur mere doston ne mere bhai ko bhi bulaya aur bole ki dekh teri bhabhi ko. Ha ha ha ha.so din bhar I was with her. Aur aise hi do din kab gujar gaya pata hi nai chala.

Now  it was the last day evening and the event was going to end. So it was the final time to select the winner. I told that girl ki “ yaar har jeet to laghi rehti hai. Par badi bat ye ki you participate, so don’t worry.and keep smiling ”. so the winner was declared and obviously that was not that girl. And after that a cultural program was there, so that girl was performing a dance on the song ‘maiya yashoda ye tera kanhaiyaa’. So when she step to the stage a friend of mine shouted “ bhabhi a gayi ”.

She looked at me, I was like ab kya karun ?? I asked my frnds not to  tell her like that, she will feel bad. My friends were like “oh ho why she will feel bad haan, and why you are so concern about her hmmmm ??  ”.

 “Are yaar why don’t you understand hmmm “. But they didn’t listen and were shouting wah bhabhi kya nach rahi ho, cool nice, and many things. And that girl was staring at me while dancing. I raised my hands. This is not I m doing. and after her performance everybody came to me and was saying wah alok teri wali to kya dance karti hai yaar. And after tha programe I went to her to see off. We shake hands her teacher thanks me for the help. I told that it was my pleasure doing that. And she was gone.

Now I know that you must be angry on me ki, pura story bata diya par us ladki ka nam bhi nai bataya. So friends uske naam jan ke kya karoge yaar.the story ends up there, we never met again till now.and she is out of my mind also. So just enjoy the story.but I know jo mere school ke friends hain if they read it mujhse jarur uska naam puchenge. Ha ha ha ha. Hope you all enjoy this one. More to come in the future.

eye test

It  happened some days ago. I had gone to the eye hospital. And there what had happened with me. This is the story about that.

I had got ready and was to go to the eye hospital when my mom came from hospital, she was to take me to the eye hospital as she is the nursing sister of the hospital. But another thing I had heard about that eye specialist doctor that he is very corrupt. He always ask the patients to come to his clinic for he can take extra money from them. I was in full mood to take panga with him.

My mom came from hospital and that time was not feeling well also, then I ask mother to go and see whether there is many people or not then mom went and came quick and said that no one is there. Then I had gone there by bike with my bro. the pain was full in my thigh. But any how I reached the eye hospital . it was very much near to our house yaar, well I recides in the hospital campus itself that’s why.

So I reached there and there my mom called the opthalmic assistant to check my eyes. Then he came to me and checked my eyes very nicely. i was pleased by his test. He was a nice person. And the result was my eyes got -5 power. I was like what ?? this much. Then we had waited for  sometime and then came the doctor. He asked what happen mom said I m his son came here for the eye test. Then suddenly he said why don’t u send him to the clinic. There I can check him clearly. I have the computer there to test, why to test here by the hit and trial method, I was like the bastard has shown his real  colours to get some money he is making me  to come  his clinic. I was about to say no take the test here only but my mom agreed with that doctor. My bholi si mom aasani se uske jaal mein phas gayi.

 She asked me to go to his clinic, but I refused, then she said go beta or else kya sochenge wo sir, I said kya sochega wo kamina, haramkhor, saala clinic mein paise lega bol ke bula raha hai whan pe kya test karega wo, saale ka bike phod dunga bomb se. my mom request me to go so I had to go his clinic. And when I went there, I had waited for sometime and then he had checked my eyes but he was doing it in a hurry coz as much he can see the patient he can make more money. Bastard.

And one more thing he had asked me to take my report of my disease to him and he wanted to see it. What he will do with my report, kamina khali dikhane ke liye report manga tha. Jab maine dikhaya to pehla hi medicine ka naam padh nai paya harami. Aur jab maine padh ke sunaya to he asked whats this, I was like abe kutte doctor tu hai ki main. Saala medicine padh ke bhi pata nai chalta ki kya hai.bloody doctor.i said sir this is a steroids. Ok ok he said, mann kar raha tha ki wahin pe use laga dalun ek. Sale ne yahin pe wohi hit and trial method mein mera test kiya computer pe check karne ke baad.

 Aur mere bhai ko pas bula ke bolta hai ki dekho meri majburi hai maine ye machine loan pe liya hai to machine ka charge kat de raha hun. Waise to main sab se 120 rupes leta hun par tum se 70 lunga ok. My god yaar itna kamina doctor maine kabhi nai dekha khali paisa paisa ho ke mar raha hai. But koi baat nai yaar maa ne kaha tha to unke liye sab sah gaya nai to kamine ko to main.....................

 Chalo koi bat nai waise bhi meri baddua uske saath hamesha rahegi.

Yaar maine bahut se corrupt doctor ke bare mein suna tha par ye to saala unka baap nikla yaar, ye doctor har kisi ko bulata hai apne cl;inic, choti si choti  baat ke liye bhi apne clinic bula leta hai taki kuck paisa kama sake.  Sala govt doctor hai kuch kaam nai hai ghar pe apni wife ke saath aish karta ki nai, bachoo ko padhata ki nai. Lekinjanab ko to logon ke khoon pasine ki kamai choosni hai.

I hate this type of persons yaar jo dusron se pehle apna fayada dekhte hain.

feeling the death

This is a very small story of mine. Its about a day when I got senseless. And my mom and dad got 

very nervous.

So it was my early days of suffering from arthritis. And that time in my feet, my both thumbs were injured, and a thick skin was peeping out. So I wake up late as usual at 9am. And had got freshed. Taken breakfast and then I came to the back door of our house to sit and feel the heat of sun.

So there I was sitting and watching the butterflies  and suddenly I noticed that my right leg thumb had a skin coming out. So I decided to take it out from there, so that  a new skin can come from there. So I take my leg to my chair and I bend towards my leg and was touching my thumb, it was paining a bit. But then  also I slowly touched the thumb and started to take out that thick skin. It was a large skin. And it was swollen and it was dark red in colour.  Father was right behind me and at that time my mom also had come from duty to see me.

 So when I was taking out that skin it was taking too much of time coz I was a bit afraid also. So slowly I was taking out the skin but instead of taking small pieces of skin I was taking out a big piece of skin. I had seen the inner part opf that skin it was red and white and it was not at all good in looks and so at that time my head started spinning. I asked my father to bring some water for me. He had gone and brought  the water at that time my mom come infront of me and was watching my wound. And that time my head was spinning like a top. And my eyes were automatically closed and I cant hear anything.

 My mom suddenly looked into my eyes and asked my father to take me to the bed suddenly. Because she had already seen my eyes closing. Then suddenly my father and mom took me out of the chair and were taking me to the bed but mom asked to father to lie me down there only. And that time I was like seeing nothing, hearing nothing and my head still spinning and I was feeling nothing. For a second I thaught I m gone. M I alive or not. No yaar not so fast. Oh no.

But when I was lied down there after some seconds I wake up. My eyes were open. And I asked what happen ?. then my mom said that I was senseless at that time, ohhhh must be of that wound in my right leg thumb. I hate wound. Specially full of blood.that was a horrible experience. I was like had feel the death. I had taste the death what it is. But m very thankful to god that m alive.

 Yaar agar main chala jaunga to tum logon ko pareshan kaun karega hmmmm ???  ha ha ha ha.

a nightmare

Well now this is an amazing experience which I cant forget.  Its about my nights. Its about my sleeping. Hmmm everyone, after having dinner wants to sleep and so do I, but in this case there is a twist.

So  here is what happened with me in these nights. The days are as usual normal. Watching movies in the computer, roaming  from facebook to orkut. And at evening watching tv a bit and then having dinner. And after that I lie on my bed. And now starts the cramping and pain. When I lie on my bed at night I cant sleep properly. My whole body was in pain. My back from left to right and my waist and my both knees and thigh also. These all body parts were in pain. I don’t think of pain thinking that if I will dnt think about this i can sleep. But I was wrong. The cramping was so much that I cant even move also. And the pain was so severe that for a second I stopped breathing.

 My mom massage me all over my back to feel me some comfort. And yes I feel some comfort and I sleep also but again within some minutes I wake up and I make noises. the pain was like killing me. I was feeling like I m  in hell. every second  of the clock was like a year for me, and the pain was like in its extreme position, for a second I feel to cut my legs. Every  15-20 minutes  I wake up and my mom used to massage me. I was waiting when will sun rise. And this goes on till morning. I cant sleep properly till morning. And at 5 am I wake up and do my yoga. And after that still have pain in my body but at that time I feel very sleepy, so my eyes close automatically and I sleep and again wake up at 8 or 9 am. Was feeling better but still have pain in my body.

So this is how my nights were. Cant sleep coz of pain and sleep at morning. Very painful this is. I don’t want anyone to suffer from this.

what they think

Hmmmmm so friends you must be thinking what would be in this blog, another story of mine ??. mmmmm let me tell you no. in this blog there is no story of mine. This blog is about my well wishers what they think about my disease, my suffering. This is about what I think, they think about me.

So lets start with my parents, with my mom,  hmmm I think, mom think that I will be fine soon. But still she feel guilty that if we had gone to a good doctor I would have been fine earlier. But its ok I will be fine soon. And also she always tell me that god is loving me more than others and that’s why he is giving me pain, and I say oh ho ho ho  is that so ?? ab itna bhi pyar na karein ki main unke paas hi chala jaun. Ha ha ha ha. Sometimes I get angry on my mom bcoz of my pain, and unhe suicide karne ki dhamki bhi de deta hun, then mom starts crying that I m saying like dis. To be honest and true kabhi kabhi marne ka bhi mann karta hai. But don’t worry mom I will never do this type of cheap work. My mom give me strength and she assure me that I will be ok. And yes I know I will be fine one day. Love u mom.

My dad thinks that I will be fine but it will take long time to be fit. Because in ayurveda medicine it works very slowly. He had also tried many things for me, I had control my diet. He had gone many places to the doctors, to the vaidyas and to every one he had heard from his friends that go to there he is giving medicine that cure this disease. He had gone every possible way to heal me quick. But its ok dad no problem. I will get well soon.

My dadi cried cried and cried when I make a call to her. She says what had happen to you my dear. Take care of yourself. I assure my dadi  that I will be fit soon and wiil come to visit her.  In ask her to pray for me. She cares for me more and she is very worried about me. Don’t worry dadi i will be ok.

My chachu, had also cried once when I was in vizag. He loves me a lot. When we were kids and we used to go out with chachu he used to take money from us, he used to say paise laye ho ki nai nai to nai khilaunga, hmmm mere hi paise se mujhe hi khilate the chachu, ha ha ha ha. I love that thing, now also he does the same thing with me. He cares for me a lot. He always try to make us strong. He always call me and ask about my health. Well chachu I will be fine soon.love u.

Monalisa, now this girl is amazing, I love her more then any one I love in this world. and she also love me. She care for me. When I all her always ask about my health. And when I say that m not fit yaar. Then she reply don’t worry aap jaldi thik ho jaoge, m praying for you. Aur thik hjote hi yahan mere paas chale aana, aapko dekhne ka mann kar raha hai. Hmmmmm thik hote hi sabse pehle tere paas jaunga dear. Love u. oh by the way I forgot to introduce her, she is my cousin sister.

Mamaji is very worried about me, he had made some herbal medicine and given me. He had visited me twice. he also care about me. he always pray for me. He had told me not to worry, and have faith in god. Everything will be alright.

And here’s what some of my friend had given advice and ideas.

Lincon -  make urself busy yaar, aur pain ke bare mein bilkul bhi mat sochna nai to jyada pain hoga. Once we had planned a party, and I was also interested in that,  to linc ke ghar ke upar wala room khali tha, to I said ok no problem  main sidhi chad sakta hun. To he said bas bas rehne do, tum kuch jyada hi over confidence ho jate ho. Tumhe tum par confidence hoga par hamein confidence nai hai tum par kit um seedhi chad sakte ho.bas tum jaldi se thik ho jao to kahin planning kar ke ghumne jayenge.

Happy(bala) – are yaar  facebook and orkut kisliye hai. Are wahan pe ladki patao yaar. Mast mast ladki sab hain wahan pe, tum kaho to school ya college ka naam bataun ?? and jaldi thik ho jao yaar, tum nai ho to achha nai lag raha hai. Hamara ghumne jane ka plan pichle ek saal se ruka hua hai.so get well soon.

Guddu – kya yaar tu to mujhe bhul hi gaya, thik hua ki nai ? to main bolta hun meri baat chod tu kaisa hai be, kab aayega yahan, hmm jaldi hi jaunga tum pehle thik ho jao aur hum sab mil ke ghumne jayenge.

Did you notice something common in these three friends, kamino ko meri halat se jyada ghumne jane ki fikar jyada hai. Ha ha ha ha. Well ghumne jane ka plan top mera bhi hai yaar, don’t wory main thik hote hi kahin ghumne jayenge.

Bablu – this boy, whenever call me asks how m I ? and then give me a website name and asked me to search it for the job. He is a nice guy. He had also a problem in his leg. Hope he get ride of that pain.

Brij – tu jinda hai ki mar gaya hai be ? this is what he used to say when he call. Kabhi to mujhe call karta nai tu. So wat yaar I msg u na. I reply. So hw is your health. Are alok when u will be ok yaar m dying to meet you yaar. Aur pata hai yahan pe maine do ladkiyan pata li hain. I said oh good wow great.agar sambhal nai payega to ek do merer taraf bhi bhej dena be.

Madan – jaldi thik ho jao yaar, klitna late lagate ho late hone mein. Tumhe bahut miss kar raha hun, wo rat ke 2 baje coffee pina aur wo tumhara mujhe lecture dena bahut mis kar raha hun.missing u a lot.

Rajan – kab thik hoge yaar tum, missing u so much. U r the main leader of our group.

Veronica – babu,  tu kab thik hoga yaar, tu msg bhi nai kar raha hai, fb pe bhi nai hai, tere bina wahan pe mann nai lagta. M praying for your good health. Jyada tension mat lena tu jaldi thik ho jayega.

Baby – bhaiya, missing u a lot, aap kab thik hoge. Aur thik hote hi aap mujhse milne aana. Aur hum bahut masti karenge.

Sweta – partner jaldi thik ho jao yaar. Aur plz milne aana hamein.

Shradha – hiii bro jaldi se thik hoke mujhse milne aana. Aur bhul mat jana hamein.

Pooja – tu kab thik hoga re alok, jaldi thik ho ja. Tujhse ladai karne ka mann kar raha hai.

And last but not the least my bro, he thinks jara hat ke from the others. when he got the news that m admitting in the hospital in vizag, he broke out with tears, I know he love me. And now a days he is watching me in pain and he thinks that I will die of this pain. I can not survive this disease. I will die this way. Suffering from pain. He says, I m not willing to get well. And this will kill u.

Kabhi kabhi to mujhe bhi aisa lagne lagta hai ki I will die of this pain, but still there is  a ray of hope. Lets see what happens.

HIDE AND SEEK AT THE BOATING CLUB

Well this is a story of me and my friends, playing hide and seek in a boating club. Haaaa what an evening that was. We had enjoyed a lot there. Can never forget that day in my life. We were a bunch of friends, I, dev, madan,dheeraj,rajesh,rajan and chandan.

So this was when I was in diploma college, at that time dheeraj was alive, we often used to go to boating club in the evening to spend our evening.  Actually that boating club was a big pond and from one side it was decorated by grass, and some trees. And we used to sit on the edge of the road where grass were started to the pond. We make fun there, we tease eachother, there we collect the rupees and decide what to eat, we  had chaul bora to eat and garma garam pakodas. And yes how can I forget, outside of the club there was big banyan tree, and we also used to sit down there and see hot chik and aunties and bhabhis, ha ha ha. Aur unhe dekh ke dheeraj bolta tha “ wah kya item hai ”. to hum bhi bolte the “ sweety bhi mast item hai ”, ha ha ha. And wo gussa ho jata tha.  Really  yaar I missed that days in boating clubs.

So that was u usual day of ours, we decided to go to boating club at the evening. So I and  madan reached first and waiting for the others. Then rajan and chandan came and rajesh and dheeraj also came. And dev was as usual late, coz he had tuitions at that time, so he comes little late to club. So at last dev had arrived to the club. And we decided to eat something, then we ordered to rajan and dev to bring the chaul bora and pakoda, they went to bring, and here we had talked  sometime  about tha college.within minutes the tiffin was with us and within seconds it disappear also.

 Now we don’t have much work to do but to talk about girls, college and the all that useless thing, 

so at that time I got an idea to do something. “ guys !!! lets do something ”. I said.

“ do something or do someone ?? ”. dheeraj asked.

“oh really ?? so lets do sweety then ”. I answered. And now he was sad, making his face. Then I said 

“ are I was joking yaar, only u wil do that ok ?? happy now ?? ”.

“ok, kamina waisa kabhi bolna mat, bhabhi hai teri ” he said.

 “bhabhi hogi teri, main to use naam se bulaunga ” I said.

“ chal chal apna plan bata”

 “Ok so its that, ki chalo koi game khelte hain yahan pe “.

“ oh no yaar, yahan kya game khelega  tu ”. sab ne ek saath kaha.

“ come on yaar, chalo na khelte hain maja aayega ”.

“par hum khelenge kya ??” dev asked.

“  hide and seek ”

“ oh wow maja aayega ” madan added.

“ ok chalo phir stand up yaar ”. phir sab khade ho gaye and were ready to play the game of hide and seek. To pehle is baat pe behas hui ki chor kaun banega. To humne dheeraj ko choose kiya.

Phir kyat ha sab log idhar udhar jane lage, but koi v achhi jagah nai chupa tha jo jaldi hi sab pakde gaye. And now is baar chandan was the khoji. So is baar main thik raaste pe hi ruka raha aur koi jagah mil nai raha tha, are yaar its not the perfect place to play that game pura open environment tha. To main  kahin gaya nai par wahin pe niche ruka raha. Aur thoda niche je k eek chote se ped ke piche chup gaya. And I was visible from a long distance. Chandan aaya meri taraf dekha aur bnahut jor se hasa ki ye bhi koi shupne ki jagah hai. Wo mere taraf aa raha tha aur main apne body ko jyada hi samet raha tha, phir wo jate jate bola ” alok”.

“ hmmmm ”. I said. Main uthne hi wala tha ki usne kaha.

“ no, no chupe raho. Abhi dev ko khoji banayenge, maja aayega  ”. I smiled and said ok yaar. And phir wo game khatam hone ke baad dev was the khoji. Matlab politics sab khel ke last mein dev ko khoji bana hi diya. dev gaya 100 tak ginne.

Aur jaise hi wo gaya we decided this time to make it large. Koi v paas main nai chupega. Sab dur dur hi jayenge. To paas mein ek jhund mein rajesh so gaya,phir  thoda aage ja ke rajan ek ped ke piche shup gaya, aur chandan to us din black t shirt pehna tha to woe k ped ke andhere side mein khada ho gaya. Wo to thik se dikhai bhi nai de raha tha. To bach gaye main, dheeraj and madan. So ab kya karein, humne door se dekha ki dev aa raha hai har taraf check karte hue. Aur humne abhi tak chupne ki jagah bhi nia dhundi hai. Maine apne aap ko ek bush ke pas ja ke chupa diya but I was visible. Phir I tried by sitting but phir bhi I was visible,  even main wahan pe so bhi gaya ki shayad na dikhun but that also didn’t work, aur dev aur paas aa raha tha aur hum aage bhi nai ja sakte the chipne. So I notice that ki ek chota sa room hai at the end of the corridor of tha club. So I decide to go there.

Aur jaise hi main wahan pe pahunchata hun what I see ki sala dheeraj pehele se hi waha pe fit hai, aur maje ki baat to suno doston,  ha ha  ha mujhe batate hue hasi aa rahi hai. Waha pe bahut thodi si space thi. Matlab in the wiodth was thoda kam tha aur hamara dheeraj thoda jyada hi healthy  tha. To maine use khiskane ko kaha to wo bahut dheere dheere khisak raha tha.  To waha pe main ek aur chij notice ki,ki yahan piche the club overs, aur wo boundary bhi tuta hua tha to we can jump from there and phir piche se ghum ke club ke age ja ke wait karte dev  ka ki kab wo haar ke aa jaye. But maine wo decision nai liya aur wahi pedheeraj ke saath atalkne ke faisla kiya. Madan dev ko observe kar raha tha ki kahan tak aaya hai. Aur jab wo pura kareeb aa gaya. To hum sab chup chap khade ho gaye.

To dev ne thoda idhar udhar dekha, ye sab madan dekh raha tha aur hamein live telecast bata raha tha. Ki ab wo us jhund ke piche gaya, aur niche dekh rha hai, aur choda chamak ke piche ki taraf hat gaya ek jhatke mein. To ye sab hum sun ke has rahe the. Aur dev ka koi bhi chance nai tha hamein dhundne ke liye. Par kamine ne kam kar diya. Achanak se usko kya sujhi usne mujhe call kar diya. Aur phir achanak se mere cell pe  I LOVE U kar ke ring hone laga. To I was like ohhh shit yuaar aise timwe mein kiska call aa gaya. Aur jab cell bahar nikal ke dekhta hun ka kamine dev ka call tha. Kya technical brain lagaya tha kamine ne. jo wo ring sun ke us room ke piche taraf aane laga, madan bola chalo chalo jaldi wo aa raha hai. To main idhar dheeraj ko dhakel raha tha ki jaldi chal yar nai to wo aa jayega, par wo motu khisak hi nai pa raha tha. To jabardasti use dhakka diya maine aur we were out of that place.

But madan bechare bach nai paya dev ki najron se, phir hum again samne ki taraf aane wale tha to wo boundry thoda sa uncha tha and we need an athelete ki jaldi se jump kar ke dev ko thappa maar de, par mere aage to the great dheeraj was der, wo to jump kar ke dev ko thappa marne se raha. So I told him ki tu piche aa ja main jata hun aage. To itne mein hi dev saamne aagaya aur usne humein dekh liya. We were in the dark to wo pehchan nai paya hamein. But now we have no chance but to caught by dev. To phir bhi humne koshish ki maine jump lagayi us boundary ki taraf, to dev piche ki taraf jopr se bhaga aur usne mujhe pehchal liya and he took my name aur baad mein dheeraj bhi pakda gaya.

But I tell u friends, that game was amazing. Bahut maja aaya us game, sabke haath mein scratch a gaye the. Kisi ko chota lagi thi. Kisi ko kisi kide na kata tha. We all were injured that day but had enjoyed a lot. Has has ke pet phatne wala tha.

Aaj bhi wo din aakhon ke samne taja hai. Missing a lot those days, aur ankh se pani bhi nikal aata hai coz we had lost our very good friend dheeraj. He is not with us but his memories are with us. Love u dheeraj.

journey with a chatu aunty

Well this was when I was in diploma college. I had come to home on Saturday evening. And now was going to my college on Monday morning. Usually I used to come home on saturday evening and go back to college on Monday morning.  I used to go by bus. And that day I was not feeling well. Actually the last night I had eaten something more than my capacity. And now the digestion had got imbalance and I was feeling like vomiting. So I came to bus stand with my father. kept a seat in the bus.

Then when it was 6:30am the bus started and my father gone. I was just hoping to get to balangir quickly, but it takes two hour to get there. So I was quietly sitting on my seat. Then tha bus stopped at the kacheri chowk. There a aunty come to the bus. She was wearing a pink saree,with short hairs. She was a treacher. I always see her while going to balangir by bus. She was searching for a seat on the bus then she came to me and asked whether the seat is empty or what. I said its empty u can sit here. par mujhe kya pata tha ki meri wo choti si social work meri hi band baja degi.

She sit beside me. I was happy chalo  nice women in sitting beside me. Will enjoy the journey. But soon that thaught of mine converted to a nightmare.

“ where r u going ?? ”. I was about to answer her, but before I could say anything she again asked 

“  bolangir ??”

“  yes aunty ”

To unhone mujhe aisi najar se dekha jaise bol rahi hon ki aunty mat kaho mujhe. I was like arre aunty ko aunty nai kahunga to kya girlfriend bolunga kya ?

“ Kya karte ho ? ” she asked. And again interrupted me.

“ student ? ”

“ haan ”

 “ Kya padh rahe ho ? “ I was like are ab isse aapka kya lena dena. Then I answered.

“ diploma ”

“ kaun sa branch hai tumhara  ?” ab ye kuch jyada nai hjo raha hai.

“ electrical ”

“ kitna students ho ?”.  tu hai kaun re aunty ? my mind was asking her.

“ 90 ”

“ Kab se join kiya tumne ? “ oh god, lagta hai ye mujhe maar hi dalegi aaj. Maine kitne muskil se answer diya.

 

“ 2008 ”

“ kitne saal ka course hai ? ” ab is aunty ki bat sun ke meri tabiyat bigad rahi thi, was feeling like vomiting.

“ three ”

“ so padhai kaisa  chal raha hai ?”  now it was getting worse for me. Maine dheers se kaha.

“ good ”

“ kahan rehte ho tum wahan pe ?, hostel ? or mess ? ”

“ mess”  bolne ke baad aur control nai hua mujhse, maine apna sar bahr nikala aur ulti karna start kar diya, for 5 mins I was puking. Aur phir jab khatam hua and I was feeling better to wo aunty kya bolti hai suno.

“ ulti karne ki aaddat hai kya tumhe bus mein ??”

“ nai wo bas thoda sa pet kharab tha ”

“ oh raat to kuch ulta seedha kha liya hoga na ?”

“ haan” mujhe bahut gussa aa raha tha tab. I ws like kitna question puchti hai be tu, agar main kaun banega carorepati mein gaya hota aur amitabh ke samne baitha hota to ab tak 5 karod rupaiye jit chuka hota.

I was thinking ki kab balangir aaye aur iss aunty se mera picha chute. Aur jaise hi balangir aaya, main jaldi se bus se utra aur ferar wahan se.

recharge voucher

It’s a funny story happened when I was doing my diploma. I had gone to dev’s chamber  to visit him. There we, some friends came and discuss our courses. And we used to have fun there.

So actually hua ye tha ke pooja ne dev ko ek recharge voucher lane ko kaha tha. Aur dev ne laya bhi tha, at that time romm mein I, rajesh dada, akash and dev were there. To pooja ka phone aaya and usne dev se wo recharge voucher ka number msg karne ko kaha. To dev ne kaha ki no main yahin bata de raha hun aap likh lo.

So at that time I and akash ne kuch ishare mein baat ki aur akash stand up and goes todev. Dev wahan pe uska number dictate kar raha tha pooja ko aur idhar aakash wo number ko apne hi mobile pe recharge kar raha tha. Aur wo voucher pooja ke paas jane ke wajaye akash ke cell pe agaya. And he had shown me the balance it was  rs.50. to hum hasne lage. Phir hum sab chup the. Aur smile kar rahe the. We discussed our studies material.

Then after sometime pooja  ka call aaya, aur usne kaha ki uske mobile pe recharge nai ho  raha hai.usne kaha ki ye voucher pehle se hi use kiya hua hai bata raha hai. To dev thoda pareshan ho gaya. Usne kaha ki ruko main dekh ke batata hun. Phir usne thik se check kiya. Idhar udhar dekh raha tha aur bahut pareshan ho gaya  tha.

To tabhi akash na use kaha ki usne wo voucher apne mobile pe dal diya hai, jab wo pooja ko dictate kar raha tha tabhi usne wo sab number note kar liya aur apne mobile pe recharge kara diya. to dev was like what !!!!.  wo to gussa ho gaya akash ke upar lekin kuch kar bhi nai sakta tha. Rajesh dada bhi nai jantye the ki akash ne aisa kiya to hum sab hasne lage dev par aur dev was like no yaar, aise kaise karte ho tum sab.

Ha ha ha ha so this was a small story of my diploma period.  

after two months

Today evening , when I logged in, something happen. When I logged in to my g mail account, I saw that she had change her pic. And don’t ask who is she ??.  she means  the girl whom I love. And please don’t ask her name here. So I had seen her pic. It was awesome. She was looking absolutely fantastic, as beautiful as ever, and most important thing a smile on her face. I just love her smile.

So after I had seen her pic I was doing my work, writing blog, and was on facebook. Then suddenly a msg came to my g talk  “hi” this was her msg. I saw and was like in a fix should I answer it or not. for a moment I thaught rehna de na yaar don’t reply her. but again mann kar raha tha to reply her back. Then after few moments I msged her ‘hi’.

‘ how r u ? ’. she asked.

‘ fine ’ was my reply.

‘ what r u doing now ? ’.

‘ writing blog ’

‘ whats that ’

‘ it’s a website where I can share my feelings ’

‘oh’

‘ you wanna see ?’

‘ yap’

‘ den visit alokkujur.blogspot.com ’

‘ okies ’

‘ how is your health ?’

‘not good’

‘doing physiotherapy ?’

‘ no’

‘ why ?’

‘m doing baba ramdev’s kapal bharti and anulom vilom ’

‘ good, even I do it’

‘  hmmmm’

‘  is ur full name alok subash kujur ?’

‘ hmmmm’

Here I was like ohhhhhh !!!!! she don’t even know my full name. aur main isse pagalon ki tarah pyar karta hun. What yaar.

‘ how is ur parents’

‘ good’

‘ you r not able to walk na ?’

‘ hmmmm’

‘ take care of urself, I will pray for your good health ’

‘hmmm’

‘ bye’

‘ bye’

So this was the conversation between us. Hmmmm I talked to her after two months. I was replying only  ’hmmm,hmmm’ to her, but my heart knows how much I wanted to talk with her. I know she don’t love me anymore. and that hurts me more. but I have to live with this truth that she don’t love me. and i m ok with that, god dont gives us all the thing that we wish for, sometimes we had to be happy for what we have with us.

 Well I always pray for her to stay fit and happy. i always love her smiling. Love u dear, god bless u.