what they think

Hmmmmm so friends you must be thinking what would be in this blog, another story of mine ??. mmmmm let me tell you no. in this blog there is no story of mine. This blog is about my well wishers what they think about my disease, my suffering. This is about what I think, they think about me.

So lets start with my parents, with my mom,  hmmm I think, mom think that I will be fine soon. But still she feel guilty that if we had gone to a good doctor I would have been fine earlier. But its ok I will be fine soon. And also she always tell me that god is loving me more than others and that’s why he is giving me pain, and I say oh ho ho ho  is that so ?? ab itna bhi pyar na karein ki main unke paas hi chala jaun. Ha ha ha ha. Sometimes I get angry on my mom bcoz of my pain, and unhe suicide karne ki dhamki bhi de deta hun, then mom starts crying that I m saying like dis. To be honest and true kabhi kabhi marne ka bhi mann karta hai. But don’t worry mom I will never do this type of cheap work. My mom give me strength and she assure me that I will be ok. And yes I know I will be fine one day. Love u mom.

My dad thinks that I will be fine but it will take long time to be fit. Because in ayurveda medicine it works very slowly. He had also tried many things for me, I had control my diet. He had gone many places to the doctors, to the vaidyas and to every one he had heard from his friends that go to there he is giving medicine that cure this disease. He had gone every possible way to heal me quick. But its ok dad no problem. I will get well soon.

My dadi cried cried and cried when I make a call to her. She says what had happen to you my dear. Take care of yourself. I assure my dadi  that I will be fit soon and wiil come to visit her.  In ask her to pray for me. She cares for me more and she is very worried about me. Don’t worry dadi i will be ok.

My chachu, had also cried once when I was in vizag. He loves me a lot. When we were kids and we used to go out with chachu he used to take money from us, he used to say paise laye ho ki nai nai to nai khilaunga, hmmm mere hi paise se mujhe hi khilate the chachu, ha ha ha ha. I love that thing, now also he does the same thing with me. He cares for me a lot. He always try to make us strong. He always call me and ask about my health. Well chachu I will be fine soon.love u.

Monalisa, now this girl is amazing, I love her more then any one I love in this world. and she also love me. She care for me. When I all her always ask about my health. And when I say that m not fit yaar. Then she reply don’t worry aap jaldi thik ho jaoge, m praying for you. Aur thik hjote hi yahan mere paas chale aana, aapko dekhne ka mann kar raha hai. Hmmmmm thik hote hi sabse pehle tere paas jaunga dear. Love u. oh by the way I forgot to introduce her, she is my cousin sister.

Mamaji is very worried about me, he had made some herbal medicine and given me. He had visited me twice. he also care about me. he always pray for me. He had told me not to worry, and have faith in god. Everything will be alright.

And here’s what some of my friend had given advice and ideas.

Lincon -  make urself busy yaar, aur pain ke bare mein bilkul bhi mat sochna nai to jyada pain hoga. Once we had planned a party, and I was also interested in that,  to linc ke ghar ke upar wala room khali tha, to I said ok no problem  main sidhi chad sakta hun. To he said bas bas rehne do, tum kuch jyada hi over confidence ho jate ho. Tumhe tum par confidence hoga par hamein confidence nai hai tum par kit um seedhi chad sakte ho.bas tum jaldi se thik ho jao to kahin planning kar ke ghumne jayenge.

Happy(bala) – are yaar  facebook and orkut kisliye hai. Are wahan pe ladki patao yaar. Mast mast ladki sab hain wahan pe, tum kaho to school ya college ka naam bataun ?? and jaldi thik ho jao yaar, tum nai ho to achha nai lag raha hai. Hamara ghumne jane ka plan pichle ek saal se ruka hua hai.so get well soon.

Guddu – kya yaar tu to mujhe bhul hi gaya, thik hua ki nai ? to main bolta hun meri baat chod tu kaisa hai be, kab aayega yahan, hmm jaldi hi jaunga tum pehle thik ho jao aur hum sab mil ke ghumne jayenge.

Did you notice something common in these three friends, kamino ko meri halat se jyada ghumne jane ki fikar jyada hai. Ha ha ha ha. Well ghumne jane ka plan top mera bhi hai yaar, don’t wory main thik hote hi kahin ghumne jayenge.

Bablu – this boy, whenever call me asks how m I ? and then give me a website name and asked me to search it for the job. He is a nice guy. He had also a problem in his leg. Hope he get ride of that pain.

Brij – tu jinda hai ki mar gaya hai be ? this is what he used to say when he call. Kabhi to mujhe call karta nai tu. So wat yaar I msg u na. I reply. So hw is your health. Are alok when u will be ok yaar m dying to meet you yaar. Aur pata hai yahan pe maine do ladkiyan pata li hain. I said oh good wow great.agar sambhal nai payega to ek do merer taraf bhi bhej dena be.

Madan – jaldi thik ho jao yaar, klitna late lagate ho late hone mein. Tumhe bahut miss kar raha hun, wo rat ke 2 baje coffee pina aur wo tumhara mujhe lecture dena bahut mis kar raha hun.missing u a lot.

Rajan – kab thik hoge yaar tum, missing u so much. U r the main leader of our group.

Veronica – babu,  tu kab thik hoga yaar, tu msg bhi nai kar raha hai, fb pe bhi nai hai, tere bina wahan pe mann nai lagta. M praying for your good health. Jyada tension mat lena tu jaldi thik ho jayega.

Baby – bhaiya, missing u a lot, aap kab thik hoge. Aur thik hote hi aap mujhse milne aana. Aur hum bahut masti karenge.

Sweta – partner jaldi thik ho jao yaar. Aur plz milne aana hamein.

Shradha – hiii bro jaldi se thik hoke mujhse milne aana. Aur bhul mat jana hamein.

Pooja – tu kab thik hoga re alok, jaldi thik ho ja. Tujhse ladai karne ka mann kar raha hai.

And last but not the least my bro, he thinks jara hat ke from the others. when he got the news that m admitting in the hospital in vizag, he broke out with tears, I know he love me. And now a days he is watching me in pain and he thinks that I will die of this pain. I can not survive this disease. I will die this way. Suffering from pain. He says, I m not willing to get well. And this will kill u.

Kabhi kabhi to mujhe bhi aisa lagne lagta hai ki I will die of this pain, but still there is  a ray of hope. Lets see what happens.